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Mar 20, 2009, 06:57 PM
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I only want to be left alone. I don't want to be touched. I don't care about anyting. But I don't want to hurt anyone.
Nothing matters, but then why do I have to fight to keep from taking all my meds and dying???? I want to be hugged, but can't stand the thought of being touched. I am nothing, feel nothing. Then why does it hurt? |
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Mar 20, 2009, 07:03 PM
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((((((((berries)))))))))
It hurts because you know it's not right. It hurts because you want to be something, because you want to feel something. That's why we have to fight the depression, because we know deep down that there is more to life than nothingness, that we're capable of feeling something besides pain. Because we know the depression is wrong, and has taken something precious from us that we must fight hard to get back. This matters. Getting well matters. You matter. I care, and I want you to feel well again. Please take care of yourself. 
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Rebecca "If you're going through hell -- keep going." - Winston Churchill It's better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection. - Elizabeth Gilbert Bring on the wonder, we got it all wrong, we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on. Bring on the wonder, bring on the song, I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long. - Susan Enan http://igetupagain.wordpress.com/ |
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Mar 20, 2009, 08:30 PM
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You need to find the kind of friend who will touch you only when you ask to be touched, and who will talk to you only when you want to be talked to, and who will give you what you ask to be given, and nothing more.
This person does exist. Keep looking.
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#4
Mar 21, 2009, 02:05 AM
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iam sorry u have to feel this way berries ..iam here for you sit with you...and i know how ut feels to feel nothing iam on the same way right now
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#5
Mar 21, 2009, 02:08 AM
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(((Berries)))
Look for the good ~ it helps me ... Peace and Comfort, Nightbird
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Mar 21, 2009, 09:53 AM
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it hurts because you matter... and it's not right
sending hugs
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Mar 21, 2009, 11:40 AM
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#8
Mar 21, 2009, 04:24 PM
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It hurts because you know what it is to be better. You will get there.
Kayti |
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