[multipixie9]

bein onest is vere hard. If we sed rong thing bad hapens to us. But we need to say fings we scard to say. We reele, reele, reele hate pil a bunch. He is no gud, stinky finky bad creep man an we wishes we dint havta liv here wif him.

we dint marre him, she did. She new it wuzn guna be gud an she did it eneway an thot god waned her to marre him. So angree wif god for dat. Wi he do dat to us. We nevr been luvd an we not so bad dat nobude shud not luv us. We liks de kids she had. Sarah an tina is best of dis hol bad deel.

is horrbl to feel trap in here. We gots to sleeps in same bed as sumone hoo hates us. It suks. Hate hate hate hate hate hate him forevr. Wana run away but we can't do dat cos we cant make enuf muney to liv on owr own. So we trapd in dis plas wif a rotten finky man. Gggrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate pil!!!!

he so meen. We so lonelee, so sad an scard too. Is hard to bleev god reelee lik us enuf to help us wif dis bad stufs we liv wif. Dos dat mak us bad???

pixies is scard

[4Grace]

quote=multipixie9;1040446]bein onest is vere hard. If we sed rong thing bad hapens to us. But we need to say fings we scard to say. We reele, reele, reele hate pil a bunch. He is no gud, stinky finky bad creep man an we wishes we dint havta liv here wif him.

we dint marre him, she did. She new it wuzn guna be gud an she did it eneway an thot god waned her to marre him. So angree wif god for dat. Wi he do dat to us. We nevr been luvd an we not so bad dat nobude shud not luv us. We liks de kids she had. Sarah an tina is best of dis hol bad deel.

is horrbl to feel trap in here. We gots to sleeps in same bed as sumone hoo hates us. It suks. Hate hate hate hate hate hate him forevr. Wana run away but we can't do dat cos we cant make enuf muney to liv on owr own. So we trapd in dis plas wif a rotten finky man. Gggrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate pil!!!!

he so meen. We so lonelee, so sad an scard too. Is hard to bleev god reelee lik us enuf to help us wif dis bad stufs we liv wif. Dos dat mak us bad???

pixies is scard[/quote]

Hey my Loves,

I want you to know that I have missed you all very much.
It bothers me deeply when any of you are 'Scared'. I get this boldness, that comes over me to take on whatever it is.-To protect.
Pixies, I so wish I could hold you all and make you feel safe, and not be 'lonely'.
And....
No my Darlins, you certainly are "not so bad dat nobude shud not luv" you.
And I am thankful to see that you know this.

You have been loved and are loved so very very much Darlins, by others here on PC and also by Me! .

Precious Hearts, what you have been told somewhere along your life's path, "Is A Lie"
And the things you had to endure that have made you who you are today, were wrong, and was never your fault.

You see, honey, what seemed to have been absent in the beginning of your life was 'Prayer Covering'.
(This means someone in your life that was praying for you very very often or daily).

THIS DOES NOT MEAN- You Were Not Loved, because you were and still are loved by Our Lord God.
So Baby, please don't be angry with God, because;
GOD Loves You Darlin, Every part of You, All of You that make up the whole. -- (Leslie knows this).

But prayer is what moves the 'hand of God' to act on your behalf.
(To stop the bad things that were happening to you). HE did not like what was happening to you.
But know this honey; GOD is waiting for them.

I too will be praying for you all.

If 'any one' of You would like to PM me, Well it would be just fine.
I would love to talk with you.

I'll always be....
4everHIS
4Grace

[Hunny]

Pixies

Can you make it to 'The Garden' sweet and dear ones

Here are some things to help you feel better till you can get there:

Maybe Icecream:

Some sun:

Something to drink:

Some sleep:



Maybe even a trampoline to play on later:

Hunny

[Fuzzybear]

I know its not much, I'm offering you my paw and some more ice cream until you find the garden

[turquoisesea]

I'm sorry. I can't imagine how horrible it must be like to have to stay by him all the time. we send you lots of hugs

[multipixie9]

dear little pixies, leslie thought she was making a good decision when she married phil. she saw his good side and he was kind back then. she did not remember anything much about the childhood nightmares we lived. leslie is sorry you feel so bad and that we have to share a house and bed with a man who is not kind to us. he needs help very much only he thinks he doesn't. God does love us and He knows you are very mad and upset and He is ok with you and accepts you, so does leslie. if you want to tell me stuff it is ok, i will listen and so will our friends here. i think sometimes phil feels bad after he says something mean. i think he's afraid he's gonna lose his job and he doesn't know what to do. i am sorry he hurt all our feelings with his mean words. hugs, sweeties. leslie and leah

grace an hunny an fuzzybear an turquoisea, u be very nis peepls. we don feel so alone now we reeded wat u say. wen we reed u nis werds we wana hug u an we wana run awa an hide. is confuse us. peepls is scary cos we don kno wi, jus cos. u all is nis an we try go to garden an play wif u. leslie buyed a minitrampline. we can go bowns on it. is for mak us stronger so we gets a cuple new knees. we needa hurry an do dat cos if he lose his job we maybe gots to find one if we can. only we not gud for much earn money. is vere scary if phil lose his job. he be home all day...ooh no fun. plus we don kno wat happen to us if he lose his job. leslie say God wil help us. we kno dats rite. dis not gud tim for hav sarah weddin. man dos fings costs big munies. we stop takin abowt dat. we not spos tel peepls abowt munies. is not dere prollem. we all alon tonites phil gone byby. we don lik him so mush but is no fun to be all alon. life is crazy. ok we shhh now. byby an fanks for u all be so nis to us an we like u verrrrrry mush. hugs,

lil pixies