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Jul 13, 2009, 11:21 PM
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can't describe it...but its way TOO quiet inside...nobody is makin a sound...like they r all scared bout somethin but cant put it into words...me an crys an beth wanna go to the new T which may b why they r all quiet...an which also means that Yahna is in bad shape cuz she dont mind bein out usually but for rare instances...she aint been out for weeks...an we r scared that she dont wanna get better but we know deep down she does so we donno whats goin on...even i have a great deal of anxiety an m takin my xanax 3 times a day...it helps but we dont always wanna hafta take it...especially all the time...so we donno what ta do...or whethr or not we should go back ta Linda or not...its still a few weeks off so we got time...just dont wanna get near the time an then freak out so we dont go see her again like the last time...is hard on alla us right now...an its not gettin ne easier as time goes by...we r thinkin it may mean a hospital stay again...but that isnt what we want an we dont think its necessarily a good thing either...we donno exqctly what ta do...ne ideas?????
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Jul 14, 2009, 02:37 AM
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I'm hoping to get sleepy soon and was up and read your post. I don't have any wisdom to share and don't want to just "dredge up something that sounds nice".
It sounds like you need someone to try to talk to people inside and find out specifically what they fear and someone who is older and in better shape needs to be helpful and encouraging to the others. Where is Abbi? She believes God will help and that He is good and cares about all of us and all of you. My T keeps telling me to talk inside and get dialogues going with parts. The more the adult type me's are good and gentle to the littles the better things seem to go for us. Sooo, just ask people and let them say whatever they need to and however they can - pics, words whatever. Encourage them to be good to each other. The hospital is not always a good place to be and you all need a T you can trust. Hang in there, it will get better. I wondered when it would and it took longer than I like, but it is getting better now. The same is true with you. Sending gentle hugs if you want them   Leslie and her Pixies
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Jul 14, 2009, 03:35 AM
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{{{{{{{{{{{{ Jewels and all}}}}}}}}}}} l donno what is mor scary too quiet or too noisy it just seems that there is not much in between. We are sorry you are all so worried about T and that Yahna dont seem to be in a good place right now so is hiding.....it makes it so much harder when they do that *sighs*. we all get scared sometimes when we seeing cathy too but she is good to us and she dont hurt us but it does hurt when all the yuck comes right back to us over and over. we would be more scared if we had to go to the hospital cus we dont like it there and they are mean to us We just want you too know that we are here for you all and if any of you want/need to talk to us then you can come and talk to us even if you is scared, angry or just very sad we will listen to you all cus we know that sometimes it can help when someone does listen to us and let us say we are scared and why we are scared. Cathy does ask us all the time if anyone is feeling bad, scared or real mad and that makes it easier to come and say yes we are angry.Maybe you could all go and see Linda and just tell her how you are feeling and then you can all try and decide what will be the best for all of you. Know that we are thinking of you all and that you are all in our prayers and thoughts every day many hugs to any of you who wants and needs them liz for silentones
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Jul 14, 2009, 10:49 PM
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Jul 15, 2009, 01:11 PM
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Wanted to let you know we hear you. yepyep hospital not always best place but sometimes is a good place to regroup if it is a good hospital that helps littles and bigs
we scared of hugs so flashy hearts instead  -
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Jul 15, 2009, 04:16 PM
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(((((Jewels)))))
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Jul 16, 2009, 12:54 PM
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as with everything...it all seems ta b somewhat dynamic and always changing...now there is crying and far off there is breaking of glass and screaming...dont' know if it's from somethin that happened an we is just learnin bout it or if its now an we need ta deal with it NOW so nobody gets hurt or scared ne more than they already are...the worst is the cryin...an its surfacin nuf that mosta us r affected by it...thats why we need some intervention with us right now...so we have decided that we ARE goin inpatient when our daughter is at camp...that will give us 8 days to get our act a little bit together...an hopefully crys can deal wif the new T so she isn't so freaked out when we tell her stuff...she only knows us cuz wwe hve written her in email bout us...she knows of us but she doesn't know us personallly...hopefully we can do that while we are in patient...my eyes rnt workin right so i better get goin while i can still see at all...maybe we rnt sposta b seein things right now...
abbi crys and Beth
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Jul 16, 2009, 01:08 PM
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sorry things is so bad for you all at the moment and that you need to go stay at hospital but sometimes we have to get ourselves sorted a bit so we can keep going forward. Hope things will settle down for you all very soon and know that we is all keeping you in our thoughts and prayers and we will still be here for you all when you come back here. lots of hugs if thats ok.....take care and stay safe silentones
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Jul 17, 2009, 09:40 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((Jewels)))))))))))))))))))))) I am glad you are recognizing your needs right now. If it is to go to the hospital then I am happy that you are doing so. Sometimes it is too difficult to try and work out by yourself.
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