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Old Sep 18, 2009, 04:20 PM
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Call me Lily if you must, but I highly prefer Lilith. It sounds much more goth, don't you think?

I have never been out before now, but recent events in the system have brought me to the surface. And I must say... I am mighty pissed off!!!
I am pissed because people can't seem to get it through their thick skulls that we are DIFFERENT people!!! Yes, we inhabit the same body, but we have very different personalties, wants, needs, desires, etc.

I am Gothic and obsessed with black make-up! (No one else in the system even wears make-up... not even our host, Manda) I love thunderstorms. Everyone else hates storms. I am a "tree hugger" who worships the Earth and all her Splendor. And I strive every day to do my part to heal the wounds that humanity has caused her. No one else in my system could give a damn about Paganism.
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Old Sep 18, 2009, 04:23 PM
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Lilith, it is nice to meet you! I am sorry you are having a hard time. People can be very ignorant and blind to what it right in front of them. Just hang in there, it may not be much but I believe you are different and unique and very special!

I hope you feel better soon and again I am very sorry you are feeling so low!

Take care
Kris
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Old Sep 18, 2009, 04:25 PM
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hi Lilith. Sounds like you are a protector like me. I don't know much about Paganism. It sounds very important to you though. yes I agree because i am separate to the host also. Sapphire.
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Old Sep 18, 2009, 05:47 PM
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Hello!
It's a pleasure to meet you, dear!
Hope to see you around!
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Old Sep 18, 2009, 06:03 PM
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Nice to meet you Lilith =)
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Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.

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Old Sep 18, 2009, 06:22 PM
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Lilith, I hope we get to speak again soon, your opinion does matter and it should be heard! Take care and I hope to talk to you soon!

((((((Lilith)))))))
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Old Sep 18, 2009, 10:30 PM
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Hello Lilith!

I can feel your anger and I’m very sorry things escalated and caused you to become “pissed off.” I’m pleased that you came to the “surface” and were able to express your frustration. It’s important to be heard.

I respect your individuality and know how important it is to be recognized for your uniqueness and distinct characteristics. It’s ok to be who you are.

I appreciate your comment concerning the Earth: “I strive every day to do my part to heal the wounds that humanity has caused her.” In that regard, I invite you to join me and a worldwide group who take five minutes or more to send healing energy to the Earth every Tuesday at 12:00noon EST. There is power in numbers.

Take care of you!

Sending you warm island vibes…

RR
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Old Sep 18, 2009, 11:28 PM
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Hey Lilith
Love your name!
If you feel pissed, there must be good reason to feel pissed. Dont ya hate it when people assume we are all the same person? Even T assumes wayyy too much.
Paganism is very cool BTW. You sound a lot like me....
See ya!
Raven
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Old Sep 19, 2009, 08:06 PM
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Hi ya'll it's me Lilith again.
I just thought of something.
We are conjoined twins with our hosts!
We may share the same body, but we
each have our own mind and spirit!
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Old Sep 19, 2009, 10:01 PM
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That's a WONDERFUL way of putting it Lilith! What a magnificent analogy!!!
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Old Sep 20, 2009, 01:08 AM
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Hi Lilith...

WOW!!! An angry, black make-up wearing goth who loves tree-hugging, Paganism, and says "y'all".

That's great!! Welcome!!

I was just wondering...? What is your role in your system?

Nice meeting you, take care, and talk with you later!!
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Old Sep 20, 2009, 08:15 PM
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I was just wondering...? What is your role in your system?
I am the primary gate-keeper.
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Old Sep 20, 2009, 09:32 PM
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May I ask what that is?
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Old Sep 20, 2009, 11:27 PM
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I am the primary gate-keeper.
Oh....

As primary gate keeper, do you mean the one that decides who is out, or the one who manages the system? Or do you mean the one that decides who gets what memories and issues?

What is your main job? Protector, helper, manager?

Nice to know ya!!

A.A
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Old Sep 21, 2009, 01:16 PM
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May I ask what that is?
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The dictionary defines a gatekeeper as:
  1. One who is charge of passage through a gate
  2. One who monitors or oversees the actions of others
  3. A primary care provider
hopefully my answer to Elysium will answer your question further.
Please let me know if ya have any more questions.

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Oh....

As primary gate keeper, do you mean the one that decides who is out, or the one who manages the system? Or do you mean the one that decides who gets what memories and issues?

What is your main job? Protector, helper, manager?
I am pretty much a "jack-of-all-trades"
I try to manage the system's memories/issues as best I can,
I am the main protector, and I am like the system's counsler...
everyone comes to me with their problems.
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Old Sep 21, 2009, 01:40 PM
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hi Lilith. i hope since you found PC you can be less mad because here we accept you as you are.

doesn't matter if you like dark makeup, are pagan (we are too! amongst many other things), and hug trees. systems come in many colours and here we've got a lot of system folks so i think it's safe to say you're kind of bound to meet someone you can relate to.

welcome!

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Old Sep 22, 2009, 08:19 PM
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Lilith,
My job is quite similear to yours!
All desisions go through me, I keep everyone in line and I comfort those who need it.
I suppose I am a gentle, caring man, BUT, I can be mean and nasty when I have to be...
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Old Sep 23, 2009, 03:09 PM
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Welcome Lilith. It stinks when people don't understand or dismiss us in some way as invisible or unreal. I live with a spouse who thinks none of us exist. And they think WE'RE strange! He is stranger to disbelieve what is in front of his eyes!!! What a maroon! (bugs bunny)

Sometimes it sucks being me. I get the anger thing though I practice different ways of worship, I do believe we had better stop abusing our world.

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Old Sep 29, 2009, 01:26 PM
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hi Lilith. i hope since you found PC you can be less mad because here we accept you as you are.

doesn't matter if you like dark makeup, are pagan (we are too! amongst many other things), and hug trees. systems come in many colours and here we've got a lot of system folks so i think it's safe to say you're kind of bound to meet someone you can relate to.

welcome!

twilight
Thank ya for the warm welcome twilight.

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Welcome Lilith. It stinks when people don't understand or dismiss us in some way as invisible or unreal. I live with a spouse who thinks none of us exist. And they think WE'RE strange! He is stranger to disbelieve what is in front of his eyes!!! What a maroon! (bugs bunny)

Sometimes it sucks being me. I get the anger thing though I practice different ways of worship, I do believe we had better stop abusing our world.

Leah of Pixies
(((Leah)))
I am so sorry your husband doesn't think ya'll exist.
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