[anderson]

we the borg just do not get it. Life was meant to enjoyed
not endured Up until now we have only talked about how unfair it is to be a multiple in a world that has no concept of what it is like to be us. So with the encouregment of the "rant and rave " article we are joining the band wagon. NOW THIS IS NOT TO SAY THAT ANY ONE ELSES STORY IS OF LESS PAIN OR LESS TRUTH THIS IS US THE BORG SAYING YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND WE ARE NO LONGER GOING TO SIT IN FEAR OF HOW OTHERS SEE US. THIS IS THE READERS DIGEST VERSION.
This body was born into a roylly screwed up family. WE have baby Alts that can only remember pain. the body was abused not only by its parents but buy there family and friends. Our parents where part of a group that only abused there children and each other. As time went on we were removed from them and given to a foster family. That we now call our chosen family. These people gave us hope and acceptance. our Nana would sit and help us remember that we were safe. That it was okey to remember what was happening in the now. They tought us that we could be safe that in time all things heal. They even tought us it was okey to be different. Even as a child we did not blend well with the other child. at first because we were so afaid of everything and had lots of black out. Then it was more because having ALTS was not acceptable but we had been through to much to be anything but what we were. Our family accepted us that was all we needed at the time. WE found acceptance In a group of Military families. WE had abilities that few others had so we were able to use our skills and be with people that liked us. This was so good for us. But we lost it all. We had a extremly bad couple of years. IT was a repeat of our early childhood. After a time we were able to get away form the situaton but we were basically back to square one. WE now had more parts we did not remember our chosen family. WE were lost and alone.When we did heal enough to remember nana. WE went to live with her again for a year. She kept us strong and help us get the working foundation to heal ourselves. To start over we moved to a new state. The only problem is that MPD/DID was not accepted by the communiity or health care. but we endured. WE had our son to keep safe and wanted him grow up safe. Later when we started to remember more we went to counsaling. It helped some but we finely just used alternative methods. We used emofree.com, Traditional Native american techniqes. In time we were able to heal and remember the stories of each alter and how they were created. Now here is the big LOL after we got our crap together we not accepted Why because we are many, yet one. This web page is the only place that I felt like when I was my chosen family. Now that we can talk with Mom we have just one more surport system. The people in our lives that are helping us are trying to understand. but when you are sinking in pain and the only people in your life trying to surport you have no concept of what it is going on it makes life very lonely. WE all know each mpd/did person has there own story and respond to thier pain in there own way. but we hope to still heal and grow with the surport of this community and our friends. MAY YOU FIND SHELTER FROM THE STORMS IN YOUR LIFE.

[possum220]

Thanks for sharing anderson.

[LivingMiracle]

(anderson)
Thinking of You
Please hang in here and welcome

[Miracle1986]

(((The borg and everyone)))