[anderson]

I saw the cockroach that help ruin my/our life she was my first superviser at safeway. She made my/ our life hell here. what can you say to aperson that sent her male friends after you just to prove a point. Between her and my last one we lost almost everything we thought we ever wanted in life. until them we had a few friends and hope of a future here. Now we still crying some are trying to apoligise for being jerks but what do u do when you feel so broken inside that you don't even know if you can put yourself back to gether again. When we saw her we remember how her friends talked to us and how they hurt us. but the worst part that is when everyone hated us for being different. How can so much hate and bigitory in one person towards one person cause so much pain and still be able to look in the mirrior. She even had the nerve to ask us how we are doing and that she could not wait to see us again. I told her not on my account. I don't think any one in this body needs that much bs in one setting more then ????? she and those like her make my/our skin crawl with revolsion. To deliberite ly cause pain for self gain. she be old and ugly before us we may have the scares of what she had done to us but she will always be dark and ugly. she was the one that the littles put a bass head on just so they would not be afriad of her anymore. she be gross and icky and full of slim. ewee .!!!!!!!!!!!1 we just want to say thanks for not being like those ????? here you let us start to heal where those like her only lived off our pain. tanks from all of us.

[Yoda]

I totally agree. Or even a mute button would be nice.

[anderson]

Thank you Yoda

Originally Posted by Yoda

I totally agree. Or even a mute button would be nice.

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((anderson))))

Thank you for that. I hope you know that one day you will be put back together. And I am so sorry that this person still bothers you. I can hear you about the ignor button in life, or the mute button as Yoda says, but how about a button that puts up a wall and stops them in their tracks. Won't be getting over that wall anytime soon. We have a few we would like to push up a wall to so they cannot get to us. Heck, lets just have a button the "sends them to the moon".

I know it made you all feel bad and uncomfortable but I am glad you told her differently about seeing you again. It is really sad the fact that so many get away with so much and seems they are never held accountable for what they do. In our life there are those that seem to keep hurting and never answering or getting caught. But in time they will answer for what they do.

I am glad you wrote and let yourselves get those feelings out. I am really sorry it was so rough for you. But I am really glad that you are allowing us to share this with you. We know that feeling of being so broke inside that we just do not know how we can fix it. But with time we can all do that. Just stick true to yourselves. And keep reaching out here.

Know that we are here for you and that we really care. Please keep posting and letting out those feelings. You are loved. Sending many gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps

[anderson]

It is so hard to blow off some one that has learn how to hurt you and takes enjoyment from it. When we are on solid ground they no bother us but now we feel helpless in protecting ourselfs because of who we are. I was raised not to be asamed of ourselfs for what others do to us but this time the went after son so we no fight. now he bigger he can protect him self. But we be reminded of somthing to day. The saying goes like this:
"As you treat the smallest being in your world, that is how you see me(God) and yourself"
We told a person at church this today. She almost went off but she looked at all that was in the room and backed down. We told her it was alright the one freanch benifit for being old was the ability to speak ones mind.We totally understand not being able to protect one self and other thinking we be loco but then when you stop and think about it those people have never survived what we had to surive. I forgot who told us to put a different face on those that scare us but with practise it does work. over time we have even took back some of our power. To all those that hurt us may the fish that takes over there face be well copensated in the next life.

[pegasus]

Originally Posted by anderson

I saw the cockroach that help ruin my/our life she was my first superviser at safeway. She made my/ our life hell here. what can you say to aperson that sent her male friends after you just to prove a point. Between her and my last one we lost almost everything we thought we ever wanted in life. until them we had a few friends and hope of a future here. Now we still crying some are trying to apoligise for being jerks but what do u do when you feel so broken inside that you don't even know if you can put yourself back to gether again. When we saw her we remember how her friends talked to us and how they hurt us. but the worst part that is when everyone hated us for being different. How can so much hate and bigitory in one person towards one person cause so much pain and still be able to look in the mirrior. She even had the nerve to ask us how we are doing and that she could not wait to see us again. I told her not on my account. I don't think any one in this body needs that much bs in one setting more then ????? she and those like her make my/our skin crawl with revolsion. To deliberite ly cause pain for self gain. she be old and ugly before us we may have the scares of what she had done to us but she will always be dark and ugly. she was the one that the littles put a bass head on just so they would not be afriad of her anymore. she be gross and icky and full of slim. ewee .!!!!!!!!!!!1 we just want to say thanks for not being like those ????? here you let us start to heal where those like her only lived off our pain. tanks from all of us.

I think you handled the situation well and took care of you and yours.