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Oct 12, 2005, 06:11 AM
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So many memories being retrieved, we are all flooded out, but someone is still here. We haven't left the site,
 Are you all cross with us ? Did one of us do something bad ?  Please talk to us !!!!!  Need help, Lucy says we shouldn't ask, but we need hugs. No-one cares about us 
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Oct 12, 2005, 07:55 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((Zorah)))))))))))))))))))
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Oct 12, 2005, 08:17 AM
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(((((((((((((((((zorah)))))))))))))))))))
you did nothing bad. you're still here and cared for.
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Oct 12, 2005, 09:54 AM
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(((((((((((((((((( Zorah )))))))))))))))))
No problems here to my knowledge. You should ask for help. People do care. place
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Oct 12, 2005, 10:09 AM
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(((((((zorah)))))))
haven't been here much. but here now. Vicki |
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Oct 12, 2005, 11:51 AM
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{{{{{{Zorah}}}}}}}}
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Oct 12, 2005, 12:01 PM
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You haven't done anything bad - we are here for you. I understand about the memories floding in. I've been going through as well. If it would help, talk about some of them. We are here. If not, and you just need some quiet - know that you are all surrounded in a big loving and <font color="green"> </font> supportive circle here that you can count on.
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Oct 12, 2005, 02:52 PM
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((((((((((((((((((( Zorah ))))))))))))))))))))
None of you did anything bad, you're one of my friends at this site, I've been missing you and I'm glad to see you're back
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That's why it's such a serious thing to ask a Centaur to stay for the weekend. A very serious thing indeed. - The Silver Chair |
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Oct 12, 2005, 02:59 PM
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i care
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#10
Oct 12, 2005, 04:22 PM
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(((((zorah)))))) some of us are lost too...
Crystal Vicki w_i |
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Oct 12, 2005, 07:35 PM
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(((((((((((((((zorah)))))))))))))))))
i'm sending you all the big warm hugs i have and more besides. plus i'm sending good thoughts, positive vibes, warm wishes...anything and everything good that i can think of. you have done nothing bad and we are here. i am always here if you want to talk to me. i am more than happy to listen. i care about you and so do the rest of us here in this forum. know that i care and that you are in my thoughts. keep us posted on how you guys are doing and let me know if there's anything i can do to help, ok? shadow
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i tear my heart open i sew myself shut my weakness is that i care too much the scars remind me the past is real i tear my heart open just to feel ~Papa Roach |
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Oct 13, 2005, 10:38 AM
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We get back memories of first boyfriend (very innocent then), he died in Antarctica when he was 20 & we were 17 & Lucy. Hurts & stings to realize we have forgotten all this for 42 years.
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ZORAH
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Oct 13, 2005, 10:42 AM
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(((((((((((((((Zorah)))))))))))))))))
Hope you are able to take extra good care of yourself through this. Good time for anything comforting you can dream of. Best wishes for you, Sarah
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Oct 13, 2005, 10:51 AM
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Hate getting back the memories
 They all hurt so much !!!!! We guess that's why they've all had to be hidden  Scared to share memories from the littles & ashamed, think we must have done something wrong when we were a little. Can we do something wrong before we 2 years old ????? Help, help, help, did we do something wrong when we were a baby ???  
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ZORAH
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Oct 13, 2005, 10:55 AM
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I know it feels like you are to blame, that you must have done something wrong when you were a baby.
You did nothing wrong. You do not deserve bad treatment. You are a good person dealing with difficult stuff. You deserve good treatment and respect.
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Oct 13, 2005, 11:23 AM
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{{{{{ Zorah's Nest }}}}}
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#17
Oct 13, 2005, 06:13 PM
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PM us if you want to...you've been here for us...We will listen.
And NO--a baby of 2 can't do anything wrong. Take a look at a 2 yr old. They are innocent and incapable of planning and executing anything bad or wrong. Big people put that in your head. Iris |
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Oct 13, 2005, 06:54 PM
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Zorah, how are you doing today?
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Oct 13, 2005, 07:10 PM
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Still awake, 2 nights without sleep now, still got 2 good nights sleep before that, the first time for weeks & weeks.
Only sleeping about 2 hours every 3rd night in general. So tired, but always someone wants to be awake.Perhaps we were a bad seductive baby ???
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Oct 13, 2005, 07:14 PM
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You were born good.
Worthy of love and care. You did nothing wrong. Nothing. Imagine a friend of yours has a baby. A healthy baby that sometimes cries, sometimes laughs, sometimes sleeps, sometimes smiles, sometimes eats. A baby. Does that baby somehow have the power to be so bad it makes someone hurt it? Nope, not at all. It is a baby. Young and it needs good care. Remind me, do you have a good therapist and meds? What could help you get some more sleep? ((((((((((hugs)))))))))))) Sarah
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Oct 13, 2005, 07:14 PM
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Oh Zorah, you have not been with babies lately huh, there is no such thing as a bad "seductive" baby. I was watching a bunch of toddlers play and it's all about curiosity, elpoloring their environment, connection with grown ups, and their sensory stimulation. Bad baby. NO NO NO NO.
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Oct 13, 2005, 07:37 PM
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My t died end of January, quite suddenly,
At the rate it's progressing I'll be lucky to get a new t by next year. I only had boy babies & they are in their 30s now, but with no children. The parents said I was bad, otherwise why they drug me every night ?
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Oct 13, 2005, 07:54 PM
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Your heart still hurts whole bunches over your beloved T, I know. I'm so sorry.
The parents were wrong. What they did was not your fault. And it's perfectly okay to be mad.  Petunia
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Oct 13, 2005, 08:07 PM
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Zorah, You are good, you are not bad. You were a beautiful baby and I wish I could hold you and show you the pretty leaves and the colorful stones and the way water flows. You are good.
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Oct 17, 2005, 10:06 PM
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i agree with petunia and ww and sarah. you were a good baby, not a bad one. there's no such thing as a bad baby, just bad parents and unfortunately you ended up with two bad parents. (((((((((((zorah)))))))))))))
it has NEVER been your fault. i promise. shadow
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i tear my heart open i sew myself shut my weakness is that i care too much the scars remind me the past is real i tear my heart open just to feel ~Papa Roach |
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