[OliverB]

And stress doesn't cause me a psychotic break, I find myself experiencing the most horrible of CPTSD until I get totally nuts and dissociate physically to the point of being almost unable to move and looking a bit catatonic, once I stop resisting dissociation acts and I just forget about all the pain and act child like.

I know this from the notes. I take notes of everything. My pdoc told me today how I have been suffering from severe anxiety and unstable mood for months and ghow I complained of that and how it makes it difficult to study

I didn't and don't remember. But according to the notes it happened.

I have a calendar where write the important things. And stick notres everywhere. My pdic told me to carry a notebook to take notes instead on doing on paper because I end up losing some oif them and I lose therefore what I do outise my room.

I don't know why I started thus thread.

[elevatedsoul]

what is reality....

[complex21]

I also get very very young during high stress times and forget all kinds of emotions and struggles. I hear you loud and clear.