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SongBirdandDaisy · Mar 23, 2006 at 10:10 PM

SongBirdandDaisy · Mar 23, 2006 at 10:12 PM

I just don't know.
Bad place.
Didn't feel anything earlier.
Now, migraine.
Feel bad. Feel hopeless. Feel *************

silver_queen · Mar 24, 2006 at 07:42 AM

((((((((((((((( iamanne )))))))))))))))) safe hugs if ok

hillbunnyb · Mar 24, 2006 at 09:53 AM

bunny bumpies for you ))))))) )) iamanne((((( ( (( (

Mar 24, 2006 at 11:19 AM

(((((((((((((iamanne))))))))))))))))))

Fuzzybear · Mar 24, 2006 at 11:56 AM

safe hugs ((((((((((((((((iamanne))))))))))))))))

SongBirdandDaisy · Mar 24, 2006 at 06:45 PM

Thank you all so much. I don't like being in this spot - this place of sadness and now of nothingness. Anhedonia they call it. Whatever it is, it stinks. I'm in a place of nothing and nowhere. Sorry. Raining

pegasus · Mar 24, 2006 at 06:54 PM

Sending you more hugs>>>>>>>>>>>

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((((((((((( iamanne ))))))))))) Raining

You are not alone.

kimmydawn · Mar 24, 2006 at 07:38 PM

((((((((((((((((anne))))))))))))))))))

many good, safe wishes to you right now.

(JD) · Mar 24, 2006 at 07:52 PM

safe hug

SleepsWithButterFlies · Mar 24, 2006 at 08:03 PM

((( Anne ))) You are so sweet I pray the sun comes soon and a rainbow

Mar 24, 2006 at 09:05 PM

*SHINE*

bipolar_bear · Mar 24, 2006 at 10:01 PM

(((((((((iamanne)))))))))))))

SongBirdandDaisy · Mar 25, 2006 at 06:50 AM

Pegasus Kitty White Bear Sky Rainbowzz Fuzzy Raining

Once again, thank you. Your unconditional support is much appreciated, especially at a time like this.

**********Possible Trigger***************

My friend at work, she received a phone call from home yesterday afternoon. It was her husband. He said he tried to wake up their son but he wouldn't wake up and he was cold. She told him to call 911 and ran out the door. She called us later . . . . . he was dead. Died in his sleep. He was 21. Possible OD from depression . . . . . . . .my heart aches for her, but because of the anhedonia, nothing will come out. I speak words and truly mean them, but the rest is all bottled up inside and out of reach.
I called my T and told him what was going on. He said there are many ways of showing support and just because I can't shed tears right now, doesn't mean I don't care. I still feel really bad that I can't shed a tear for her. I can't imagine the pain she must be going through. She is a wonderful mother and person. Had a really hard life, her husband no longer works because of bad back surgery. She works with us at the surgery center and then works 3-11 at the main operating room.
Sometimes, this world really stinks. And then I have all of you . . . . . . to help carry me through . . . . . . . . Raining

pegasus · Mar 25, 2006 at 07:26 AM

iamanne,

You are a very caring person. Even with all that you are going through, you are thinking of other people. You do have a heart of gold.

As for not being able to cry, I have the same problem too- bottled up inside and out of reach...

Sending you another safe hug>>>>>>>>>>>>>

((((((((((((( iamanne )))))))))))))) Raining

wanttoheal · Mar 25, 2006 at 11:07 AM

(((((((((((iamanne)))))))))) I'm sorry to hear about your coworkers son. You seem to be a very caring person. I don't think the lack of tears means you don't care.

I don't have a lot of emotions that I am in touch with. In general (when I am in an aware state), I don't cry, I don't scream, I don't stomp my feet, for any reason. When that huge Tsunami came, I did not cry. I felt like the horrible person that I already know to be true. I cared and I was sorry that it happened and that people died and were injured. But I could not cry and it seemed more that it was a fact that happened.

Sending you peaceful wishes for today.

SongBirdandDaisy · Mar 25, 2006 at 11:24 AM

Wanttoheal,

Thank you for the insight. I have always avoided my emotions because they caused more pain and more ridicule from my siblings and bad man father. I am working on this in therapy. Slowly and very difficult and scary but, can't stay where I am.
Thanks again, I have a better understanding of what is going on.

Anne

Mar 25, 2006 at 08:37 PM

I know the place you are in, too well. I live there.
w_i

SongBirdandDaisy · Mar 25, 2006 at 10:48 PM

W I

Maybe we can share a bed in this lonely place - then at least we wouldn't be alone -

Anne

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