[Hunny]

Feeling unsafe and anxious. Trying to face life on life's terms but insignificance is making decision making difficult. Parts rising up in conflict about where to live and what next steps should be. Tired and it's dark outside. Not enough sunlight to chase away the blues. Getting confused as more time spent in unbalanced place. Scary, who to trust, who to steer clear of. Want safety, calm, caring and stability to return.

Can't change it overnight, must hold on...knowing someone here might get it...another place...yet....some kind of longing and hope...it's okay to feel this way sometime but hope solutions will come soon.

Yes,i very much get it, as i could have written this whole post myself. I wish i had some good advice or help for you. Im sorry its so hard. Youre not alone today with this.

[Hunny]

Thank you Starry, it's nice to know I'm not alone in this and I am sorry its hard for you too.

[Crew]

Hey ((((((((((((((((((((((Hunny))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

help has come, how can we assist you. WE have 2 good eyes and 1 good ear.

Maybe you can come by the Chat on Thursday, it starts at 9:00pm now.
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This is desert for your brain. Know your being thought of everytime you think about this message and now.

Your always helping folks out, how can we help you?
Crew

[possum220]

(((Hunny)))

Thinking of you.

hugs honey... how are you today?

[Crew]

I;m sorry (Hunny))))))))))))) that your not feeling well!'

crew

[pegasus]

(((( Hunny )))) I understand. Here listening, I hope you are safe.

[Crew]

Just an idea ((((Hunny)))))) ,

contain in a box or jar or whatever but contain the parts that are over-welming you and deal with one thing at a time. I know easier said then done.
We have you back (((Hunny)))) Crew

[Hunny]

Thank you. You are all are so nice. Too many changes, too hard to remain in control. Balance from too many changes is almost knocking us down and inward parts are just wanting to be heard.

We were mostly safe. Want others to be safe around me too. So many triggers . Going to counselor again.

Too many unstable circumstances causing inward turmoil. Parts wanted safety and stillness, some kind of stability. Reaching out to you was a smart thing to do. I will try to link with you again soon. Words are coming from so many places. Calming places, calming places come to us.

[crystal lady]

Thanks for writing in. I'm feeling exactly the same way. I was going to post myself, but you said it all. It's good to know I'm not alone in my struggles. I hope things are getting better for you just by knowing we are all thinking of you.

[Hunny]

Some big things got moved in our therapy session and mostly it made sense that there was some despair going on.

Yesterday so many nice things happened. It is really lovely to be cared for.

Thanks for kindnesses here...will need to keep close to the light these next 'whiles' due to the 'factors'. In this regard travelling one day at a time and looking up.

Will be back as am able.

[Gretchen]

I hope you will feel more safe sooner. I definitely understand how you have been feeling.

[sterlingturtle]

im so sorry I know exactly how this feels

hug hug hug hug hugs!

Hunny I'm sorry things are so upset and confusing. I know how scary that can be.
We are here sitting with you and giving you comfort.

[beadlady29]

Hi Hunny............beads so sorry that u r feelign so much turmoil adn so unsafe................... please know that u r in our thoughts adn we will just sets hear with u if u would liek........offers hunny blanket, stuffy adn extra nite lite to help her feel more safer............
sendign peacefull thunkeds ur way,
all us beadies

[Crew]

(((((((((Hunny)))))))))))))))))))))))))

May this shield help you feel safe again.

Oh btw, what does your shield look like?

Just wondering,
Crew