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Old Nov 26, 2013, 01:53 PM
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Childhood was terrifying..my parents never should have had kids..enuf said..about age 5 started checking out just to keep going..

Huge time losses.. Not a clue what happened during.. Had to go thru the battle often to fight back to here and now. And consciousness.. Total disorientation and confusion during these times..

Now if lucky I only have a single dissociative event maybe in 3 months if lucky!!!not able to cry and just let it all out and feel it..almost but run from this very fast even with former therapist Tara who helped me the most for 10 years..

Think I would loved to get a hug and be held now at age 66..
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Old Nov 27, 2013, 06:39 AM
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It is different in real.....but I'll give you a warm hug!

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Old Nov 27, 2013, 07:06 AM
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Old Nov 27, 2013, 08:21 AM
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Bloem and butterfly thanks for the hugs..received in the spirit they were given.. On iPad and not figured out yet how to do the emoticons so just going to say my heart sends some back your ways.. Xxxoooxxx
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Old Nov 27, 2013, 10:22 AM
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Old Nov 27, 2013, 06:43 PM
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I rather enjoy disassociating but I'm only in my early 20s.
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Old Nov 30, 2013, 01:30 AM
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You could always ask your T for a hug if you feel safe. I know some do and some don't. Doesn't hurt to ask.
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Old Nov 30, 2013, 01:50 AM
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Childhood was terrifying..my parents never should have had kids..enuf said..about age 5 started checking out just to keep going..

Huge time losses.. Not a clue what happened during.. Had to go thru the battle often to fight back to here and now. And consciousness.. Total disorientation and confusion during these times..

Now if lucky I only have a single dissociative event maybe in 3 months if lucky!!!not able to cry and just let it all out and feel it..almost but run from this very fast even with former therapist Tara who helped me the most for 10 years..

Think I would loved to get a hug and be held now at age 66..
I am right behind you at 60. Hugs to You!!
Thanks for this!
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Old Nov 30, 2013, 05:40 AM
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hi possum and jan.. thanks for the hugs here. helps some.. have decided when car wreck and acid reflux, septic tank and few other things are sort of resolved, I will ;pursue finding a sexual abuse sruviviors support group..

need to be able to bring my 37 autistic nonverbal , mostly harmless son with me to meetings first off.. john will be able to handle this. me I ain't so sure about..lol

try being with hurt persons just like me for awhile and think from other members of the group may just possibly be where I can finally get that hug.

think they may understand!!! Jim and John
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Old Dec 06, 2013, 02:31 PM
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What does dissociative disorder really mean within a relationship? I don't have it, but had a friend from long ago who did. In that context, they were always getting angry without warning.
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