[stephen.davidson.5]

I use the term clocking out, black outs doesn't sound right.
Because when I "clock out", there must be some part of me that takes over.
I haven't had an appointment with my dr for months, because she has been off ill, but the last few weeks, I have been "clockin out" a lot! Most of the time I am at work, I have had times where I will be at the sink one second, then I will come to in another part of the kitchen confused. And my jobs done.
I have even been put in very dangerous situations, I came to whilst on my motorcycle, I hadn't been diagnosed, I can't even remember getting on the thing, I must have been on it for 20 minutes, anyway, I came to and I saw the wall coming at me, so I was panicked and seriously confused, I slid out, split my left arm from wrist, to half way to my elbow.
Another time, I almost went into the back of a car, same thing, I came to just as the car in front had stopped on a main road, I had no choice but to go round, I have no idea, if how I am still alive.
Needless to say, the bike is gone.

I forgot where I was going with this.
Sorry

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[Claritytoo]

I understand your Dr is ill but you still need to be seeing someone. Ask you Dr to refer you to a colleague of her until she feels better.

[possum220]

Me again.

There is nothing to stop a person who has a mental illness from being physically unwell at the same time. Please check in with a doctor.

[stephen.davidson.5]

I remember where I was going with this now =D
Before I lost my train if thought,
I wanted to know if anyone can maybe explain what is happening when I "clock out", what takes over when I'm not there? And why do I seem to get into those situations?

I can't see a GP, my work ours don't allow it, also I don't trust them, and, when I do have time they can't give me an appointment

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[Claritytoo]

Nobody on this site can answer your questions. There are many many reasons why someone would be losing time. It can be psychological and or it can be physical. There is no way to know unless you are seen by a doctor. Many communities have walk in clinics that are open day and night. Check there may be one in your area. I think it is good that you are looking for answers but you won't be able to find them here. Your best bet is to see a doctor. Hope things work out for you.

[stephen.davidson.5]

Oh well, Thanks anyway.
Just good to get it out, haven't saw my psychiatrist since my diagnosis, about 3 months ago, maybe. And it's been a very rough couple of weeks. No one else to talk to that might understand what's going on.

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[Claritytoo]

We can understand what you are going through and it is important to share. But you won't know why you are going through this until you get a dr to check you out physically or begin to see another therapist until you T is better. Sharing is fine but no one here can diagnose.

[possum220]

We really would do more if we could.