[Bmee2]

I have not been here in a long while. the changes are interesting. I feel a bit sick at the moment. I want to cry. I am so lonely and the current chat topic is too triggering for me.
Oh how sad not to have a place to go,
It hurts so much. Just have to wait it out.
I guess there is no more DD chats.
That is okay.
I am okay.
I am just wanting to leave existence...no leave the pain.
However, the dependent parent needs us the slave.
This writing is not helping.
Crap!
This is not an emergency so...despite the strong desire to phone T. Should not make a nuisance of ourselves.

[Restin]

Bmee2, I would say go and phone T. I'm very sure you're not a nuisance...help is what T is for. Sometimes that little extra makes all the difference in the rest of the day.

[(JD)]

Does T have the voice mail on or is it a live service? If you can just leave a message (say T doesn't have to return call) that you're just making contact to feel safer, that would probably be ok, yes?

[waggiedog]

Hello dear Bmee2. Hello hunny, YES, I sure do agree with Restin and JD, you need to contact your therapist one way or another. HUGS and LOVES. XXXXXXXXXXXX

[Bmee2]

call i did.
cannot remember but managed we did. And got a tape message so pest i not make.
so scared
thank you all very much
better will be
apologies for difficulty writing.
It is difficult to hear too
Be well everyone if possible.

[Fuzzybear]