Thinking of you and hoping all is well.

[wanttoheal]

((((((((((((white_iris))))))))))))))

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((white iris)))))))))))))))))))))

((((((((((((white iris))))))))))))

[Gemstone]

(((((( W_I and all )))))))))

[silver_queen]

((((((((((((( w_i ))))))))))))

[Zorah]

{{{{{{{{{{the constellation}}}}}}}}}}

you know how to find us, we're always there for all of you

[January]

((((((((((( wi )))))))))))

Hugs,

Jan

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((((( The Constellation ))))))))))))))))

struggling bad
life makes no sense
too much control on us
???????
can't even figure out if anyone is who they are or if we really exisit or maybe we are just figments of someone's imagination and we don't know who's imagination.
swirling around and around.
hate this
hate not being "normal"
prisoners in our own space
someone let us out
"she" won't give up control
"she" won't let us be us
we aren't here, we don't exist
"she" wants to be something we're not so she puts up the front
she pretends we don't exist
she deny's we are here
she wants her life.
she's one of us!!!
one of our own rejecting us.
one of our own wants to destroy us
not for good
we'll form a rebellion
we'll lock her inside like she wants to do to us
we'll say she doesnt' exist
everything is stuffed inside.
nothing is being let out.
if we can get out it will be an explosion
she's afraid of that
she's afraid of no control
she doesn't know how much she doesn't have
we will find the way out and then
she'll have to know we exist.
the "constellation"

((((( constellation )))))

It will be okay.

Get the book then write to me.

[Zorah]

Darling(((((w_i & the rest)))))

try not to explode irl, just vent to us here, we understand

Been in the hospital. Just couldn't do it. New insider tried to destroy the body.
Crisis mode--had to be in a safe place. It was ok except the Pdoc there didn't believe that DID even existed and wouldn't talk to us if we used "we" or any kind of DID talk--such as alters etc. Other than that it was a safe place to try and get re grouped.
Wondering of we made the right decision of coming home....still scared, shakey and a bit uncertain.
the Constellation.

[January]

(((((((((( Constellation )))))))))))

I'm so glad you're making sure you're safe. Please continue to take good care of yourselves. I'm so sorry about the Dr, but don't give up. Keep on going.

I'm here if you need me.

Hugs,

Jan

white iris, dont you let anyone try to tell you that DID doesnt exist. We of all people know it DOES exist. Im so sorry that you had to be subjected to that.

Keep trying, your doing a good job!