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Mar 18, 2007, 09:32 PM
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time passes by and were all still the same
we sit and cry most of the day get out of me i hate you here your constant tears your constant fears theres nothing i can do to protect you theres noone here to protect me i sit in darkness in silence alone in this world in my mind there is you sitting in that room our room when we were five sitting in the corner shadows on the walls of him our abuser coming toward the door theres no escape and we give in and once hes gone we cry ourselves to sleep At eight we were still trying to hide he never stopped coming no matter where we went and they never stopped him no matter what we said we were made to take long drives just us and him alone one hand on the wheel the other you dont want to know and we cant stop feeling so sad mom doesnt come and we cant stop thinking of final moments in the sun and there is nothing i can do to take the pain away the confusion of why its me and what it all means and then theres you at eleven and twelve cutting your arm scarred on the inside scarred on the outside theres you at fifteen so angry at all now its not just one who's hurt you theres two, three no four and you cant take it and the cutting gets worse the pain is too much you try and take away life so much horror so much pain riddled with guilt you try and run away at seventeen the shame gets worse and still no one helps then theres the show a happy time for most but hes driven to boast the things he knows behind closed doors and no one moves and no on e talks they stare at us both, him and me like im to blame im driven away i from all in a corner behind a wall sneak out the gates never return still to this day no one says a word family and friends all let it go put it down to a drunken old man but i sit here alone no family no home no love and no comfort afraid of the dark |
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Mar 18, 2007, 11:14 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((bronee)))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry for all the pain that has been inflicted on you. Please take care. Know we are here and we care.
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Mar 19, 2007, 04:17 AM
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very powerful.........i too am sorry you had tolive this, it makes me sick what some people do to others and how it affects them their whole lives......but you have accomplished much in the face of such adversity.....
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Mar 19, 2007, 07:25 PM
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((((((((bronee))))))))
We all here know of your pain. Please remember that we are survivors and we will get through this together. Hugs (if okay) Songbird
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 "It is good to have an end to journey toward, but it is the journey that matters in the end.
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Mar 24, 2007, 07:41 PM
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(((((bronee)))))))
 Snowflake
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Mar 24, 2007, 09:03 PM
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((((((((((((Bronee)))))))))))))))) my heart is with you.....please take care and may you feel some peace
love, Inny
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Mar 25, 2007, 02:13 AM
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so good you can put it in to words.
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Mar 25, 2007, 03:56 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((bronee))))))))))))))))))))
i feel your pain and hurt and despair, i feel lonely and tortured too, we will get through this - we will get through this we will not let our abusers win just keep thinking this every day we will overcome the pain we will we'll do it together. love you my friend jinny x0x0x0x0 |
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