Between the years of 12-25, I went through a period gender confusion. The thoughts were "wrong body?" I was a mess, I didn't seem to fit and I didn't get it. Sometimes I had no problems about it, like it was a passing phase. I decided to bury the notions and go out with a bang.

After years of denial and enough time has passed and not being dead, I can see it for what it really was today. I still am a mismatch, but that's because it's more than just me.

Today I can see.

[CANDC]

Gender confusion is very prevalent. Some studies say we are neither male nor female. That leaves open the question what then are we?

Thanks for sharing this, AlwaysChanging2. I'm an older MtF transgender person. I never did anything about it, such as transitioning from male to female. But there has never been a question but what I was born in the wrong body. I have, however, also struggled with depression & anxiety disorders pretty-much all of my life. So the question I've been left with is which came first & which one(s) caused the other(s). It's a question for which no answer will ever be forthcoming. It sounds like you have come to terms with the dysphoria you experienced. That's a really good thing... congratulations!

Originally Posted by The Skeezyks

Thanks for sharing this, AlwaysChanging2. I'm an older MtF transgender person. I never did anything about it, such as transitioning from male to female. But there has never been a question but what I was born in the wrong body. I have, however, also struggled with depression & anxiety disorders pretty-much all of my life. So the question I've been left with is which came first & which one(s) caused the other(s). It's a question for which no answer will ever be forthcoming. It sounds like you have come to terms with the dysphoria you experienced. That's a really good thing... congratulations!

Thanks for your kind words. I've come to realize that I have both gendered alters in this body. Gender can be neutral. But the softer side is often categorized as fem. Of course I got some straight up porn stars here of both gender. I'm prone to a calmer nicer person whereas most of my "male" alters were made for survival in this male world. Every few years a "new" me is born.

The teen is graduating in 2 years, I can see something different about to happen.