I asked my others if we can fake it and function as one, I never heard so much laughter and "yeah rights" in my head. Why does this make it seem so harder?

[kaliope]

i find it funny when they laugh at me too......i call them the peanut gallery.....then i wonder how sstupid i look talking to myself

Lol. My kid gets like "why are you talking to yourself?!? " I'm like, "uh, just thinking aloud..."

[Detia]

feels harder cause there all there part of your life and messing with stuff but they don't wanna work together.

Like doing a school group project and you're the only one footing the work.

I feel ya, that's messed up.

Even I learned to work with the people I don't like to help out n ****.

Ryan

Originally Posted by Detia

feels harder cause there all there part of your life and messing with stuff but they don't wanna work together.

Like doing a school group project and you're the only one footing the work.

I feel ya, that's messed up.

Even I learned to work with the people I don't like to help out n ****.

Ryan

My guys and gals are pretty good at working for the greater good of the system because if the system does good, we all do good. Don't get me wrong, I lived everyone for themself for the longest and it was pure utter chaos. Most of us agree. There are those that I call renegades that are like dark horses. They thrive on the dark side of life because we lived that way, mafia, gangster, biker. The dark corners, but they are too mean to be let free, so we try to keep them contained. They had their fun. Surprised we aren't dead yet.

Integration is what we want. The idea of being one...confident, sure, and decisive. We can only dream.