I'm beginning to actually understand what missing time is. I can see how it can be Monday one day and then Thursday the next, weeks disappear and time flys.

I hardly have any memories of my evenings. What I do remember, I see in a 3rd person snapshot, like I'm looking at myself doing something in a still, but hardly ever the actual doing.

I get it.

How is it for you?

-Steve

[Kiya]

Yeah. can I ask, who the body was born as? Is it Steve?

[finding_my_way]

i don't miss time in that way. for me, it's more noticeable if i know i'm dissociating where i can feel it and then things just are very fuzzy. but for me, i don't really move as in don't leave the house, etc. well, i do have a few types of dissociation..but my sense of time is....just as confusing.

long term stuff, i can remember some things but get the years completely confused. i think something happened a year ago when it was two or more years ago.

short term, it's more like months i get confused on...i cannot keep track of the day...as much as i am 'here,' i don't remember a lot of day to day stuff either, but i'm not sure it's necessarily because of dissociation.

i just have a bad memory from a few things, but dissociating doesn't help much either.

i can remember in high school i had to take an exam. i had no recollection of what i had even learned in the class or that i had even been in it. i am not sure if in that moment i was confused because i was in a different room and it threw me off or it was a result of just being so far gone that i didn't really know what was going on. it freaked me out though (but i did pass the exam).

for me though, even just stress or something can make my sense of time go strange.

it doesn't bother me so much just because i don't have a lot go on in my life for it to matter....kind of sad but true...

i did lose two months this year as a result of trauma of having lost someone very important to me. i generally don't lose that much time and not really in that way...but i guess that was a different type of situation.

i don't see things in third person though (just for past stuff, not recent). i just don't have much memory of things or it's really unclear/fuzzy.

Originally Posted by Kiya

Yeah. can I ask, who the body was born as? Is it Steve?

Nobody here as far as we know goes by the system name. I generally work the morning times. I'm the one that cracks that whip, but Susie and others come out at night, unless I'm feeling onry and feel required. I've finally accepted that we are multiple. I'm not gonna fight anyone anymore unless I think they're screwing up.

I look and see that I have hardly a clue as to what happens after hours, unless I'm there. Even though there is an awareness, it only goes so far.

I'm realizing myself how this is all happening now that I've finally accepted it.

Originally Posted by finding_my_way

i don't miss time in that way. for me, it's more noticeable if i know i'm dissociating where i can feel it and then things just are very fuzzy. but for me, i don't really move as in don't leave the house, etc. well, i do have a few types of dissociation..but my sense of time is....just as confusing.

long term stuff, i can remember some things but get the years completely confused. i think something happened a year ago when it was two or more years ago.

short term, it's more like months i get confused on...i cannot keep track of the day...as much as i am 'here,' i don't remember a lot of day to day stuff either, but i'm not sure it's necessarily because of dissociation.

i just have a bad memory from a few things, but dissociating doesn't help much either.

i can remember in high school i had to take an exam. i had no recollection of what i had even learned in the class or that i had even been in it. i am not sure if in that moment i was confused because i was in a different room and it threw me off or it was a result of just being so far gone that i didn't really know what was going on. it freaked me out though (but i did pass the exam).

for me though, even just stress or something can make my sense of time go strange.

it doesn't bother me so much just because i don't have a lot go on in my life for it to matter....kind of sad but true...

i did lose two months this year as a result of trauma of having lost someone very important to me. i generally don't lose that much time and not really in that way...but i guess that was a different type of situation.

i don't see things in third person though (just for past stuff, not recent). i just don't have much memory of things or it's really unclear/fuzzy.

Right on, missing time is so much more then forgetting where your keys are at, it's like chunks of time is missing. It's all hitting me like a brick at the moment. I hope you do well

Yes, I miss time too, but it's usually about what happens in the day, unless I stay home all day. The others go to work and like I take a nap. I should be in good health, but when I wake up I'm always sore.

Me and Steve just had a spat over control. I know he said he wouldn't, but like yeah right. :/

Yes we are cray cray, I promise!

[Kiya]

Makes sense! Thanks

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

Nobody here as far as we know goes by the system name. I generally work the morning times. I'm the one that cracks that whip, but Susie and others come out at night, unless I'm feeling onry and feel required. I've finally accepted that we are multiple. I'm not gonna fight anyone anymore unless I think they're screwing up.

I look and see that I have hardly a clue as to what happens after hours, unless I'm there. Even though there is an awareness, it only goes so far.

I'm realizing myself how this is all happening now that I've finally accepted it.

Aww, how nice, Steve came on to share. I miss time all over the place, like from sun up to sun down, but that's okay, I'm not a control freak.