It's so freaky and kewl!

I pull back to let an other front and co-present, watching as the other operate the body. It actually feels like I'm not in control of the body (because I'm not)- watching the movements and gestures. The feel is like I don't own the body and it runs on automatic, but there is sensory feel. All written text are dictated to the front and typed out by the other.

Bobbie runs the body for me some of the times, but she shouldn't really think because she's like a sexual alter that thrives on physical activity, but she does have her mental moments. She's very feminine for the both of us, and has a high sense of style. While on the other hand, I'm pretty normal (sensible casual dress) but don't mind what she has to offer. We get along and work great together.

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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

It's so freaky and kewl!

I pull back to let an other front and co-present, watching as the other operate the body. It actually feels like I'm not in control of the body (because I'm not)- watching the movements and gestures. The feel is like I don't own the body and it runs on automatic, but there is sensory feel. All written text are dictated to the front and typed out by the other.

Bobbie runs the body for me some of the times, but she shouldn't really think because she's like a sexual alter that thrives on physical activity, but she does have her mental moments. She's very feminine for the both of us, and has a high sense of style. While on the other hand, I'm pretty normal (sensible casual dress) but don't mind what she has to offer. We get along and work great together.

here in my location watching while another is in control is called co consciousness. for me I had very little of this, for me when another took control it was just as if no time had past but then when I look up at the time I notice time has gone by, then I have to figure out using the clues left behind to discover what went on while I was "gone". the few I was co conscious with it was more like seeing through their eyes, hearing what they were saying. like being there but not at the same time, a sense of numb disconnectedness.

It can be cool and also scary. I remember one time one of our inside boys was playing with toys on the floor. He saw a womans hand move near him and jumped because he thought someone snuck up on him. Nope... It was just are real hand.

Sometimes I think that I'm just mindlessly performing a routine task like showering, so I'll get mindful of the performance, and yet still not be connected to the act in a spectator kind of way. A lot of the times I'll just daze out in thought focused on other distant things. It's times like this that I'll come too to find the truck loaded, the bills paid, we ate, and discover that the keys are missing to begin a world wide search.