[scar12346]

So I mostly don't know when did all of us came. None of us are the core, or the one born with the body so we all came from somewhere. But we were having a shower and we usually go into deep thinking and someone called out about my hamster that passed away.
The hamster was called Annie. She was this little black and white one and it was so joyful and energetic.
Now it lived for about 4 months and died because the temperatures went low. It was before school and I remember that the previous night we lost it but I somehow brought it back to life. In the morning it was dead. I made a ritual for it we put it in this beautiful box and tied a red bow around it and we sent it out to Phan (we are pagan) went on with my day and when I got home I felt this big emptiness in me. As if something was missing. You see since I was the younger (was because now I have a little sister) and my big brother was gone I had no one to play with. I hate socializing with people just because most of the people I've met are just.. idiotic.. anyway, animals have always been amazing part of my life and now I didn't have it. So this is when Annie spoke out "Can we pway, Scalelt?" and we all kinda accepted little Annie into the system. Not like we can deny her but you know what I mean
So this is how Annie first came out. We got very emotional when it first came to us. We still are.
I just wanted to share this with you guys. For everyone who cannot seem to find why their alter was created, if I can say that, keep on going. It will come to you sooner or later. Have an amazing day all of you! Thanks for reading.

[finding_my_way]

i don't think i'll ever know when the others all developed. i think i at least know of the youngest one who is four. i can get an idea of 'why' but i don't have the memories for it. i used to have memories and information of some things, but they got taken from me a long time ago. it's weird to know you knew something but no longer do.

i have had a shift lately in some things where i have had information being taken from me or things dulled with a literal wall being put up inside during a situation then taken down again after, so i have tried hard to remind myself of the recent situations that were highly emotional/triggering so i don't lose them and then not know what happened to cause the triggering.

[scar12346]

Stay strong! None of us remember anything before 2010. The only reason I somehow remembered about Annie was because it was after 2010, and yet Annie is the only one out of us 6 that we know where she came. The rest is us just thinking.
I don't think it's important to know where they came. At least for us it doesn't matter.
Hugs!

True, we don't know EXACTLY when things change, but we do have a feel for it, like I've been around since a wee age and I can remember doing things in first person. I know some of the others are as needed which you can tell by the job they perform. With just a little investigation and a search back for the first time the job was performed can we get an idea of the age we came into being....or not.

With all this knowledge, why can't we start clumping? That's what I don't get. Clumping....lol.