Truly....I feel slapped down...no surprise.

We use humor to deal with our troubles. After a lifetime of hell, I/we has figured out for sanity sake to "laugh it off".

We are really suicidal, scared, timid, want to die, shy, hiding, want to fade away.

We try projecting the opposite to be somewhat sane.

We offend some.

Misery love company.

We've been miserable since birth, but past few years we try to be more than the illness/condition.

We are more than most can't take, even here in my immediate world.

I got news for everyone...my life is not about everyone else, like it always was to avoid me.

I quit being a people pleaser so 10 minutes ago a year ago.

Hate me...you cant hate me more than we hate ourselves.

We strive to appear "normal"...fail. Eat ****.

I'm/most of we is afraid of everyday life....kill us.

We came on are feeling positive to spread positive when we can because we got promise... Truth be known...

But I believe we are better worth than that...

I mean what I say and how I say it for the better of us and if you and your others don't like it....thats on you.

Im really ready to quit because we try and try....we are perfection perfect people...but its faulted, especially in the eyes of human kind.

We are the imperfection and leeches on society. We didnt ask for it but we are predudiced about it.

I so we ...

Ive always have felt not worthy.

I/we will quit. Its been made perfectly clear to me by you and others...quit and useless..Im sorry.

A sad bye and bye till we freak out and cant stand it and saf.u. Hatefuls......till tnen, shoot me now, I wish. Luv to you all.

I enjoy reading your posts hun - I would be upset if you stopped posting. x

[Skeezyks]

Hello AlwaysChanging2: The Skeezyks knows a thing or two about self-hatred... & also about projecting the opposite. In fact, the Skeezyks has been projecting the opposite for so long he would not know how to project otherwise. And try as he might to appear to be the person everyone wants him to be, in the end, he has ended up not being the person anyone wanted... especially himself... Even here on PC... He has tried to craft a positive, upbeat, supportive image. And the result has been that he has been ambushed for his efforts. He now no longer posts Threads of his own because they seem to draw trolls. It's sort-of like the old saying... the hurrier I go... the behinder I get...