Work is no problem for our workers of which are quite skilled, but dealing with people (co-employees) is getting to be a strain on us.....so much that we are having urges of quitting, fearing a breakdown, and self harming.

We are beginning to be ridiculed because of our lack of being a solid person which is causing a lot of dissociation and switching. We are not coping well. Once again the butt of all jokes and comments being voiced loudly, even publicly laughed at. We always come across as lacking. We also try to stay calm about things and blow it off or it will awaken the Angry One.

This has got our system back into a funk because we are ashamed that we can't handle people contact. With so many Others presenting, we are obviously weird. There, I said the word....weird. Just because of this there is anxiety and fear amongst us.

We've worked alone for so many years, this being our first job with people in 10 years of which the last ended in a breakdown.

We are divorcing and moving away from our partner, have a teen son, all other prospects gone, about to lose mental health coverage....we just can't lose this job. We're feeling conflicted, torn, and in a bind.

This is just our real. Our coping skills are so super divided that we can't keep up with the present causing immediate confusion as we try to react/respond causing us to come across as dim witted, an object of ridicule. It reminds us of high school all over again. Why can't we just be left alone?

Its all not fair. Beat up at birth and beat up on the way to death.