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Originally Posted by Sw48
So two nights ago I became overly aware of my body. I've had DR symptoms for the last two years but now it seems its only DP. I feel weird to be in a body. I'm not familiarizing with my body its hard for me to look in the mirror. I dont just feel numb, I feel like my body isn't mine and I'm trapped in someone else's... In first person view. Its almost like I feel outside of my body. I feel so "just flesh and bones". I'm getting anxious throughout the day because I have this urge to "jump" out of this shell of a body, because I feel trapped in it. But I can't because its technically mine. Is this DP or something worse?
Thanks
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Every now and then, starting at my thumbs, then the hands, then my limbs lose all feeling and then present foreign. It gets to a point that I can't identify with the stranger/body me in the mirror- so I just stare into the eyes of the mirrored reflection searching for some familiarity- nada.
Also being a multiple this is understandable, but when you stay present and DP, it's different.
Usually I splash cold water on my face or slap myself a time or two to bring back feeling and connection.