our biggist trigger is fire, what is yours?

our biggist trigger is fire

it's our worst nightmare and we've lots of bad memories of things involving fire

what is your biggist trigger?

before I was integrated to where all my alters and I merged to become one whole person my triggers varied according to each alters sense of agency...examples storms would be a major trigger which resulted in rainy taking control, intimate moments would be a trigger which resulted in thelma and other alters who's sense of agency was to handle intimate/ sexualized moments. work stress would cause me to dissociate into alters that had the sense of agency of dealing with my work issues....I have as many biggest triggers as I had alters, the other triggers some resulted in just my feeling numb or spaced out or just plain uncomfortable but still able to handle it with out dissociating.

Gangstalking /Psychics

any form of aggression.. (physical, verbal, passive, ect..)
being trapped/forced/controlled/ touched
seeing someone else in pain..
and many more.. cant tell what is the biggest as well as cant identify all of them although violence seems to be a pretty big one; i need to figure them out but its difficult

being unexpectedly touched or touched by someone I don't trust, anything realted to my dad, yelling/anger/aggression... male genetalia (depictions, or in real life)

Stress, trauma, energy, being around influential personalities, art and dreams and trying to cope. Also, what goes on inside my head (voices).

animals being hurt- the worst
also kids being hurt, and being under water (or seeing peope under water)

men
physical touch
animals being hurt
other people being helpless
someone telling me how I feel
anything around my neck or over my mouth

they trigger different things

this way out,

we don't know about our dad either.

we have a feeling, but we don't know for sure.

starry night and luce, yes.. animals being hurt is horrible

can't understand why anyone would want to do it- don't want to look after an animal?. don't have 1 to begin with

when i'm stable enough to take care of a pet i plan to look after a shelter cat or something like that.. it's not much, but it helps 1 more poor abused animal

People .

-hearing rain on the roof
-anger
-thoughts of drowning or seeing others (on TV or in movies) drowning or trapped under water
-anything around my neck (scarfs, necklaces, turtle neck shirts)
-anything on my wrist (watches, bracelets)
-certain acts of sexual intimacy
-tickling
-feeling trapped

tickling, I forgot tickling. we get immediately ferocious and violent if we are tickled. the only times we have ever hit our kids was when they tickled us (they learned quickly not to do it)

((((((hugs))))

i'm sorry you have so many triggers

*optionless / trapped

*being touched

*being told what I thought was true is now in question.

*finding what I thought was true is not

*sex

*things on my hands wrists , like rings and watches

*certain locations

*not understand what someone is saying

*certain words or phrases

*being in cars

*ppl not know what they are talking about, but speak with authority

*being in a room with only one door.

*loud noises / too much visual information at once.

*eye contact

*chaotic situation or chaotic high energy ppl

*certain things related to food

*sleeping in a bed

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our biggist trigger is people enterin our god dam space

i'd love to punch them in the ****ing nose

That is certainly true.

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I get this way about tickling, too. I always hated it, I'm hypersensitive. Once my brother-in-law attacked me, tickling me, and I had to fight him to get him off me. He was 6'4" and an enormous body builder, disgusting pervert.

My biggest trigger that causes dissociating? Sex with husband, anxiety regarding nightmarishly awkwardly bad sex with husband, frustration

i have told you not to post on here natalie

save it for the journal

sorry guys

I love nail polish, especially on me.

i have a violent reaction to tickling too and hubby has definilty figured that one out the hard way

mine are cop cars and ambulances and cops and medics i dont like em nope nope nope.