[catman8989]

I feel pretty empty and out of it.

depressed and wondering the point

(I actually don't even have any music on, must be bad)

excited and happy. going to a huge event this evening

[elevatedsoul]

scared / anxious

[Scotch]

We're worried but hopeful.

[Luce]

A real mixture of things. So many different 'big' things happening all at once. All important, all triggering strong (and often opposite) emotions.
We are a switchy mess of despair, hopefulness, joy, grief, excitement and dread. I am simply observing as we ride the rollercoaster through them.

[Luce]

Relieved!

Was called to a meeting with the manager.
Was told she has decided to move me from the room with the bully woman ("have given it your best shot, done all we could ask of you and more to make it work") and I will be going into the best possible environment that supports both my study and my future responsibilities at the centre.

So, in that short meeting eight months of **** have come to an end.

[whispers_inthedark]

worried about an alter whos trying to meet my therapist. mostly just worried about everything. also sad.

[la bella vita]

today I was finally able to cry after weeks of repression, it's a cycle and I cried by myself correction I hysterically wailed to an empty house my dogs must have thought someone was being murdered poor things. but it was good to not feel like I was behind a glass wall and can feel things sometimes

hopeful that later when i try the website in starry_night's signiture, it's actually going to let me sign up this time

(can you actually believe my first code I had to enter was puppy dog?)

I love puppies!

Originally Posted by Starry_Night

excited and happy. going to a huge event this evening

what sort of event?

[Luce]

Tearful. So many changes this week. Good ones. Tonight we are going to skype with a DID friend of ours from many years ago. We haven't seen them in over 15 years. One of our littler members keeps coming out and bursting into tears. She has missed them so much.

Originally Posted by Luce

Tearful. So many changes this week. Good ones. Tonight we are going to skype with a DID friend of ours from many years ago. We haven't seen them in over 15 years. One of our littler members keeps coming out and bursting into tears. She has missed them so much.

so happy for you

hope it goes well

feeling thirsty.

time for a j2o or 6... lol

[Luce]

Happy. Calm. Relieved.

Originally Posted by Luce

Happy. Calm. Relieved.

so it all went well?

that's good..

feeling.... present, I guess

[Aardwolf]

Very much in the past at the moment.. Fighting a loosing battle to keep in the present.

[Luce]

Originally Posted by ACQPL

Very much in the past at the moment.. Fighting a loosing battle to keep in the present.

Do you have some grounding skills you can use? A friend you can talk to?

[Aardwolf]

Yes - I'm giving them a good run for their money at the moment !

[JayKite]

Unmotivated

[kecanoe]

Depends on who you ask Mostly positive at this point, although Marie is feeling pretty insecure. But the bigs tell her that it is ok.