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Nov 02, 2016, 08:31 AM
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just had another dilemma with this...
did i take my meds? i dunno, there was a spot in the med tray missing... it was tuesdays meds gone, i said maybe i did... then realized its wednesday.. weds meds were still there, so i said maybe i didnt take them...? maybe i took the other ones yesterday, ... but im unsure if i've taken them 2 times now, i know i've taken them now... my memory problems... 
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Nov 02, 2016, 11:14 AM
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I experience this too. I can have a headache and pick up a bottle of advil and take two out and swallow them. And then think did I just take those? Did I only think about doing it? Am I remembering the last time I took them or remembering taking them just now? Pill organizers are the same way for me, I don't trust that I haven't screwed it up in some fashion.
The only meds I don't screw up (as bad) are the ones in bubble packs where I pop the pill out and write the date and time on the package by the empty spot. I still sometimes forget to take those meds. I used to think my OCD caused me to do things over and over again (it may), but it was explained to me that my inability to tell the difference at times between thinking about doing something, actually doing it, and remembering doing it before become confused when you experience dissociation, derealization, depersonalization. Lack of reality. I think we realize our med mistakes more often than other kinds of mistakes. I can obsess about whether the vehicle doors are locked and windows are up all I want, but never really be confident that they are in fact up and locked unless I'm standing by the car staring at it (repeatedly pulling on the door handle to make sure it isn't going to open)(hmm, ocd?). As soon as I go in the house then I begin to doubt that they are in fact up and locked. Same concept applies to way too many things including meds. |
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Nov 02, 2016, 11:53 AM
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yeah, its so messed up :/
iunno what to do about it, it just getting worse and worse
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Nov 02, 2016, 02:15 PM
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i dont like it...
do you ever think you'll get so far out that you cant come back...?
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#5
Nov 02, 2016, 04:33 PM
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Nov 02, 2016, 06:48 PM
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i do this all the time too
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Nov 02, 2016, 06:58 PM
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............... nvm
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Nov 03, 2016, 12:14 PM
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This entire experience is so depressing...
How can we survive? Time feels imminent... I don't think the mind can handle it, I don't want to break it... Lost
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Nov 03, 2016, 12:33 PM
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Possible trigger:
it's so alone, to feel like stone so cold, to be the ones who corrode what was always told, to be bold lifes curfews, interstellar birth rooms born in the mind, lost all the time feel myself stop on a dime, throwing rocks to pass time lifes pain she dwells, lifes pain man she's hell...
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