Physical guy body appearance changes

I give up.

Im a guy....but I also have purple toe nails, hairless legs, and toe rings on. :/

Then there's the eyebrows....

And wearing shorts because it's freaking hot down here.

I gave up polish remover (every day)....

There is no talking and compromising....something about it's their time....

So, I think we need to get into a fighting class.

I used to be pissed about it, but it doesn't do no good.

I laugh about it in private...but publically so damn self-conscious about it. To come to and find yourself dressed like your teenage daughter at a supermarket register? Cmon!?!!

I look like a gorilla wearing polish and lipstuck! Roflmao!

I try to be brave and own it...then ptsd and anxiety kicks in.....major shrivelege.

I used to be freaked out about it...but now whatever...

But confrontation is a massive trigger.

Ok fellas..how do you deal if you do?

Personally I would just beat everyone up but an Other takes over and it's very nasty, prison worthy, or plain ***** looking. Sux.

Our society is so intolerant of mentally challenged people that some get off beating on them to feel better about themselves. Grrrr I'd beat back but the Others won't let me.