Anxiety gone after med reduction

At least most of it anyways.....

I thought about going completely off, but some memories of before meds came surfacing up, finally....some weren't pretty.

And also times when people would tell me that I needs to be on them, so I'm just going to maintain present doses.

This body is quite sensitive to drugs, so not much is needed, obviously.

We're not running around dizzy headed, bewildered, and out of control again spouting foolish nonsense, but not exactly a happy bunch, either. It's a very flat feeling, but better then being a non-stop spinning top of anxiety.

Maybe exasperation and alarmist reactions will no longer be part of our knee jerk reactions....but to calmly deal with dire situations with an amount of grace that has been lost due to over medicating.

I'm sure this is going to help our system out quite tremendously.....and even maybe hide our crazee better.