We have no excuse, therapy, hospitalization, insurance, support.......we have been ordained to be us....period.

No amazing saving grace, no retribution, an ongoing ridicule since birth....

An easy target...most misunderstood....daily feel unworthy confused....

Not of this world....but unforgiven and destined to suffer....

Thoughts and ideas beyond status quo....made fun of...

Can see the ailments of society....but refuted.....

So, here I survive minus thrive.....

Meant to dive.....f my life and lucky me...not yet soon.

Hence we refrain from inhibiting healing of you all by our cesspool of living....not wanting to be a hinder to those that have a smidgeon better of a chance...

We now choose to not pollute www with our home grown crazee...

Heal one and all...I wish you the best.

[Amyjay]

I am sorry it all feels so hard. Sending hugs to you if okay.

[yagr]

AlwaysChanging,

Our struggles are frequently different and as a result, I often don't know how to respond to some of the issues you face but I wanted you to know that I frequently wish I knew what to say and lament the fact that I don't. But I do care about you and wish I could give you an awkward heterosexual guy hug.

Originally Posted by Amyjay

I am sorry it all feels so hard. Sending hugs to you if okay.

Are we all really okay? I'm okay today....and I'm hoping that part that felt compelled to express this is okay, too.

[elevatedsoul]

this, i just wanted to say that i too am starting to feel like i dont have a choice

i don't have your problems

and im not to compare them...

but it seems its as good as its going to get...

medications dont help... therapy makes things worse... and is a pain in the ***...

feels like no one can understand because im so confused and confuse the hell out of everyone... making no sense of anything...

just ready to give up...