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#461
another night of no sleepp and severe flashbacks
honestly not sure how today will be yet because it's still only half 7 in the morning feel like crap though |
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#462
It’s been to hot and muggy to care, like it’s been 90*-100*, and I’m always exhausted.
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#463
My son’s future is causing great stress and anxiety what with his car payments (which I think was stupid for us to co-sign to), his d.w.i. Fines and lost of job, and his govt loan which the paperwork is b.s. and might not happen in time.
Great concern over his career choice of hvac because of his inability to do simple math, always gone with his friends... We’ve been dissing a lot, so much better just shutting down... We are drinking a lot. |
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#465
I regret not being a whole person. I’m incomplete. I shoulda never have been. I’m easy pickins. Deep sleep is welcome, but nightmares scare me.
I wish to just vapor. |
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#466
My therapy session this week was awful. After making some breakthroughs in the previous weeks in getting through another layer of the system we've gone back to a shutdown. Being aware of self was not okay this week apparently. It felt like I was a tiny bubble of consciousness floating near the ceiling and nothing else existed.
I had no words to say and T didn't have very many either. |
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#467
malika got us banned from a website!
not cool! now the rest of us are going to war with natalie the admin |
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#468
I want blood
Tw........ |
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#469
Wolfie is Hungary....just stay no
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#470
yesterday we had rain and thunderstorms
oh were they needed!. it was a welcome break from the heat (though now it's hot again) doing okay.. panic attack this morning because of insect related stuff, and another night without so much as a lie down all that aside, feeling pretty upbeat.. |
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#472
I don’t know. I want eggs and waffles.
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#473
boring but stable sunday.
...so far I doubt the boring part will change- stability might though |
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#474
guess what guys?
another night without any rest yesterday did remain pretty boring. had a less than average meal, and then just sat in our room not really caring about anything. oo. guess that could be said for today too. arn't our lives exciting |
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#475
Our kid is driving me crazy with anxiety. About ready to kick him out, put his car in collections. DWI, no job, smokes weed, sleeps all day.
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#476
feeling quite triggered today.
watched a sceen on a tv programme I didn't expect- and it was very very sad I want to just curl up and cry... what a sad situation to have to watch |
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#477
loads of flashbacks yesterday- really violent ones too
horrible meal- so bad I actually through it away and made something else no sleep/ rest bad tuesday... no flashbacks yet today but don't feel too great either. |
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#478
throat still hurts!
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#479
burned my dinner again yesterday. wasn't too clever at all
had a panic attack (a little one) but still counts no rest again seems like a boring thursday so far.. not much happening |
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#480
I spent the afternoon watching "IT", the movie adaptation of the novel from steven king
I like what I saw, though I missed the end due to flashbacks dam well it will show again I'm sure |
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