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Default Jul 26, 2018 at 01:28 AM
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another night of no sleepp and severe flashbacks

honestly not sure how today will be yet because it's still only half 7 in the morning

feel like crap though
 

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Default Jul 26, 2018 at 06:39 AM
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It’s been to hot and muggy to care, like it’s been 90*-100*, and I’m always exhausted.
 
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Default Jul 26, 2018 at 06:44 AM
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My son’s future is causing great stress and anxiety what with his car payments (which I think was stupid for us to co-sign to), his d.w.i. Fines and lost of job, and his govt loan which the paperwork is b.s. and might not happen in time.

Great concern over his career choice of hvac because of his inability to do simple math, always gone with his friends...

We’ve been dissing a lot, so much better just shutting down...

We are drinking a lot.
 
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Default Jul 26, 2018 at 09:46 AM
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It’s been to hot and muggy to care, like it’s been 90*-100*, and I’m always exhausted.


it's been hot everywhere

I know here (in rainy england) we've had a heatwave

so
 
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Default Jul 26, 2018 at 08:23 PM
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I regret not being a whole person. I’m incomplete. I shoulda never have been. I’m easy pickins. Deep sleep is welcome, but nightmares scare me.

I wish to just vapor.
 
 
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Default Jul 27, 2018 at 03:01 AM
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My therapy session this week was awful. After making some breakthroughs in the previous weeks in getting through another layer of the system we've gone back to a shutdown. Being aware of self was not okay this week apparently. It felt like I was a tiny bubble of consciousness floating near the ceiling and nothing else existed.
I had no words to say and T didn't have very many either.
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Default Jul 27, 2018 at 09:49 AM
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malika got us banned from a website!

not cool!

now the rest of us are going to war with natalie the admin
 
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Default Jul 27, 2018 at 08:50 PM
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I want blood

Tw........
 
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Default Jul 27, 2018 at 08:54 PM
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Wolfie is Hungary....just stay no
 
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Default Jul 28, 2018 at 07:54 AM
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yesterday we had rain and thunderstorms

oh were they needed!. it was a welcome break from the heat (though now it's hot again)

doing okay..

panic attack this morning because of insect related stuff, and another night without so much as a lie down

all that aside, feeling pretty upbeat..
 
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Default Jul 28, 2018 at 07:55 AM
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I want blood

Tw........


why do you want blood..
 
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Default Jul 28, 2018 at 10:26 AM
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I don’t know. I want eggs and waffles.
 
 
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Default Jul 29, 2018 at 08:06 AM
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boring but stable sunday.

...so far

I doubt the boring part will change- stability might though
 
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Default Jul 30, 2018 at 09:24 AM
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guess what guys?

another night without any rest

yesterday did remain pretty boring.

had a less than average meal, and then just sat in our room not really caring about anything.

oo. guess that could be said for today too.

arn't our lives exciting
 
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Default Jul 31, 2018 at 06:45 AM
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Our kid is driving me crazy with anxiety. About ready to kick him out, put his car in collections. DWI, no job, smokes weed, sleeps all day.
 
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Default Jul 31, 2018 at 08:17 AM
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feeling quite triggered today.

watched a sceen on a tv programme I didn't expect- and it was very very sad

I want to just curl up and cry... what a sad situation to have to watch
 
 
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Default Aug 01, 2018 at 04:24 AM
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loads of flashbacks yesterday- really violent ones too

horrible meal- so bad I actually through it away and made something else

no sleep/ rest

bad tuesday...

no flashbacks yet today but don't feel too great either.
 
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Default Aug 01, 2018 at 04:24 AM
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throat still hurts!
 
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Default Aug 02, 2018 at 04:40 AM
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burned my dinner again yesterday. wasn't too clever at all

had a panic attack (a little one) but still counts

no rest again

seems like a boring thursday so far.. not much happening
 
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Default Aug 02, 2018 at 10:09 AM
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I spent the afternoon watching "IT", the movie adaptation of the novel from steven king

I like what I saw, though I missed the end due to flashbacks

dam

well it will show again I'm sure
 
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