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#881
feel like crap and certainly won't be doing much.
I am having takeout tonight though |
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#882
Son triggered us last night late. Was so upset went got more alcoholic. Too tired now and going to work.
Also weighed self and discovered to be ten pounds heavier. ![]() |
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#883
the takeaway was nice (and big!)
we had pizza, garlic bread (2 helpings), and chicken wings didn't do much afterwards- average night of no sleep and too many thoughts watched the curse of the mitus box today and recorded some other movies for later but again, not doing anything and just going through the motions feel pretty ****ing depressed |
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#884
Really still in bed after eating breakfast...more to just stay prone instead of being up and at it like we have been all week long.
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#885
i've lost my ring and have no idea where it is.
was in my room last night, now it's gone no where to be seen it's sooo weird and I'm very depressed about it. it's a special ring to me- I actually got it from one of my perfume bottles, and it fits my baby finger perfectly
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#886
still no ring.
still upset |
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#887
someone suggested to me today that one of the insiders could have moved it- put it somewhere safe
but so far no joy getting anyone to admit that probably because no one moved it |
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#888
today marks a bit of a milestone for me (I say a bit, this is really important for me)
today, febuary 28th 2019, marks 1 year since I've had any type of physical abuse. I thought today would be really hard on me, because of the memories, but actually I'm okay about it I was going to treat myself later but I don't think it's happening now (not because of mood or anything, other things out of my control)
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#889
deffenetly a less than average day yesterday, showered and felt gross, food was poor, and motivation was limited
had a nice meeting with someone about mental health care but that was all boring today today so far too. half 12 and I've done nothing all morning |
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#890
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what an extreme reaction wow |
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#891
Happy Mardi Gras!
The littles just dying to go to the parades, the youngsters wants to go party with the crowds, the older ones wants to go drinking, but I’m taking a nap (were on call). |
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#892
I have been going in and out. Trying to stay in the world. not easy without a purpose. I am trying to focus on myself, my physical and mental health. I am trying to find a place where I know I will be for a few years. Today is an odd day. I feel like crying, self harming, running away but I am not sure why. What is brewing that causes me to think and feel this way. I feel angry that I am talking about this. but nobody knows it's us so everything is still ok. I need more light and to be outside more. It's too cold right now. I realize that without having something to focus on I become too drawn into my mind. there is so much conversation. It takes time to sort it. so I don't. I just try to do something to cause me to focus. such as writing this. I think this helped
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#893
not been able to post much (lots of people taking over)
generally not coping with life and at a complete standstill. still feels like every day is groundhog day and every night is a complete waste of time because we're just not sleeping. one of our best friends is in florida for another week, and another is in
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barely any contact with anyone and nothing to really get excited about plus side is that I did have some pancakes this week for march 5th (pancake day), they were very nice with sugar and lemmon on but yeah. feel blah mostly |
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#894
I found this quote from another thread that I find funny, but so absolutely true:
“We are choosing to respond,we are not obligated to,if we get tired of you we could stop responding...” Yes, I can tell I’ve the “tiredness” in my behalf for a long while now for the lack of interests in my posts. Sorry...the same happens here in real life....and I don’t even have to say a word. |
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#895
I’m done. Just the same o same o.
Too much of a nut job. Back into the closet we go. Best wishes and healing to all. -AC2 |
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#896
Nice to call people in need of help nut jobs!
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#898
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#899
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Nobody is tired of you at all.Not at all. |
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#900
Now I feel bad AC2.
I'm sorry if your posts have been ignored.I admit I have been bad for not reading much or responding,I just do here and there.I am going to go read yours and respond now. |
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