[Kayraymultipleme]

Trigger Warning: Programming and Suicide
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i dont even know where to begin. There's just a lot going on. I was not out for half the day. Meanwhile, some of the alters were inside programming other alters. I realized there are some alters who are suicidal. I was one of them. I need all the prayers we can get because some of the ones who are suicidal are littles. Can't go to my local ER especially if a little is out. The doctors don't understand any of what we're going through. Would appreciate if someone could message me.
Ray

[amandalouise]

Originally Posted by Kayraymultipleme

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i dont even know where to begin. There's just a lot going on. I was not out for half the day. Meanwhile, some of the alters were inside programming other alters. I realized there are some alters who are suicidal. I was one of them. I need all the prayers we can get because some of the ones who are suicidal are littles. Can't go to my local ER especially if a little is out. The doctors don't understand any of what we're going through. Would appreciate if someone could message me.
Ray

ummm not sure what you mean....

can you give us some more info on what you mean and how your alters were "programming " each other. I have never heard of this related to DID, my alters had their own sense of agency. they didnt get programmed like a computer or anything like that so Im confused by what you mean.

[RubyRae]

Why not go to the ER now,while you are out,since you said you are also one that's suicidal?

[Kayraymultipleme]

I can’t. They will just send us home.

[RubyRae]

Originally Posted by Kayraymultipleme

I can’t. They will just send us home.

If you have a treatment provider can you talk to them to help you out with this?

I know if I need to go to the ER for MH issues all I would need to do is contact my therapist and he would contact the hospital for me if needed or even meet me there.He would arrange my admittance ahead of time for me(never needed to do any of this but had these options,we had discussed them before).

[RubyRae]

amandalouise had some excellent advice about this in your other thread you made about hospitals that you might wanna read again.

[passionfruit3]

Originally Posted by Kayraymultipleme

I can’t. They will just send us home.

I totally understand this and even if you do go to the hospital and get help from your provider the psychiatrist there has the right to overturn it and send you home anyway