[beyes2018]

I had a heart to heart with my wife when she got home from work today. I told her how/what I have been feeling/experiencing. She actually told me "It sounds like you have other's in you". When she said that, I choked up and said I honestly believe that I do. She playfully joked and said what should I call you? I laughed. We talked for about 2 hours, I broke out in hives and now have a migraine. I asked her if this is what I think it is would this be too much to handle? She said absolutely not. I feel very vulnerable right now like maybe I shouldn't have said anything. I think I have checked out a few times since, It is now 7:28 and I have lost the last 2 hours. I have to bathe kids, laundry, etc. The others in my head are flipping out, not just me, all of us are. Is this normal?

You should of heard my wife...she said I was lying and messing with her on purpose. Some of the Others talked to her and she said we were acting! Lol. She such a self-centered narcissist. Of course...we are now separated and haven’t seen her in two years.

Consider yourself fortunate that she is accepting, caring and strong.

This is very stressing I get it. Some systems operate in secrecy...even from themselves- mine did. So outing your inner secret, exposing your true innerselves would cause other parts to react- some freaking out and some probably relieved....feel like a yo-yo do you?

Find a trauma therapist and give it a go from there....maybe she can help support you on a path of recovery.

One thing I’ve noticed in myself as we ages is that we as individuals are getting lax on being secret about it...and if a person knows of our condition...then we switch blatantly without reservation. Maybe it’s just me...that it’s obvious to me more and more and it has always been this way.

Good luck!