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Our dreams for weeks have been dreams of frustration. 1+1=2...but in our present dreams, 1+1=1 or 3 or 7 no matter how many times we try to equal 2.
We can feel the frustration over and over as we try redreaming the same dream to change the outcome to a positive one. Is this really dreaming? Frustration and anxiety while I sleep is taking a toll on this body....I feel like I’ve been up all night. It’s like I’m sitting back and watching a movie....not really immersed, and a voice much like a director cuts in after a series of events saying “ no, do it again” Okay, like in a previous dream I dreamed I was a census taker (weird how it’s so vivid from long ago) going around talking to people passing out coupons...the process of doing flowed smoothlessly and everyone was happy. Last night, paperwork kept disappearing, unhappy people as I knocked on doors but have to apologize because of this. Going back to the office, the paperwork issuer is a different person then last and she is no good at her job losing this, mixing that up, just totally inept: frustration levels maxed out. Then the voice (is it mine?) “do it again” we then redream with varied versions over and over with the same frustrating result until the alarm goes off. The desire to keep sleeping till we get it right is strong. No interpretation needed....just describing what happens when I shut my eyes at night. There are so many takes on this all things considered... I’m so freaking tired right now and dismayed enough to post this. Yawn... |
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