was the name of that forum I was trying to think of.

actually got an email from it today telling me it's up again and I should go back to log in.

blah... can't find a log in screen now

always something

Dunno, sometimes my alters get us kicked off of websites.

Ever heard of Fort Refuge? They read your personal messages...not like I ever say anything bad...just stupid girl talk...then bam denied.

Kinda still surprised that we are still here. Feeling kinda useless, just a place to share my crazy I guess...but like always...we feel judged, tried and convicted about it.

It’s very lonely here we are at.

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

Dunno, sometimes my alters get us kicked off of websites.

Ever heard of Fort Refuge? They read your personal messages...not like I ever say anything bad...just stupid girl talk...then bam denied.

Kinda still surprised that we are still here. Feeling kinda useless, just a place to share my crazy I guess...but like always...we feel judged, tried and convicted about it.

It’s very lonely here we are at.

I feel you here, and I'd like to share something related to this:

back in 2005, we joined a website for games (which has since closed), but it was for games and chat. well, a few years later, one of the other alters joined- and the admin anthony got really suspicious (well he wasn't the main admin, just one of them)

we kept telling him it was a diffrent account, we didn't know who such and such was

well, while we wern't looking, he banned both accounts- and we stayed off it for maybe 2 years

then we got a new computer, and another one of our alters stacy joined with her own email address

I don't know if the admins knew but didn't react, or if they were oblivious, but we lasted the remainder of the time (around 7 months), before the site finally closed.

I think what happened is that the site was lacking in members, and they just didn't care in the end who joined.

I was also banned from a space adventure game thanks to one of my alters michelle. she used emily's account to play, the admins didn't like that- one little bit

I don't have that problem here. despite alters saying they want to create their own accounts, we use one for all the alters- we can't lose this site

Several times a couple of alters asked the admin to close this account, then another would write back and say no!

We did this a few times, so the admins just now ignore us when an Other requests a cancellation.

Only a few of us post on this account, the others don’t care so much...they rather be doing other stuff, but since it’s on our iPad often, they might comment.

Gamer spent $3500 in a few months on an online game once...so we don’t play games anymore....it becomes an obsession.

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

Several times a couple of alters asked the admin to close this account, then another would write back and say no!

We did this a few times, so the admins just now ignore us when an Other requests a cancellation.

Only a few of us post on this account, the others don’t care so much...they rather be doing other stuff, but since it’s on our iPad often, they might comment.

Gamer spent $3500 in a few months on an online game once...so we don’t play games anymore....it becomes an obsession.

something else I can relate too.

on a game I used to play, it would reset every 2 hours- so if you were playing and you ran out of strength, you had to wait until the reset

unless... you donated to the game

you could buy these gems, where if you used them, it would reset, and give you a new day as they called it

well... you know where this is going. I baught loads and loads of them so I could keep playing and get ahead