back to her abusive emails.

wrote me a really nasty one today- just telling me how it's my fault I'm still alive

Possible trigger:

and if that my suicide attempts had been successfull, she'd not have to deal with me anymore

anyway she wants me to come back to africa with her, so she can continue the abuse towards me, and said that if I don't, she's coming over here to track me down to continue it anyway

she is a sick, twisted individual, and I didn't give her the time of day (didn't even reply to her message), but it's not a very nice start to the day at all

[Purple,Violet,Blue]

If it were me, I'd find a quiet corner in a park, get out my notebook and write it into a story. It's one of the reasons I started writing, for sure; to get it out of my system, and act out how I would have liked to have acted etc (in my case, standing up to my father, which I never mansged in real.life).

It can also be coldly satisfying to write a cruel pen portrait of the person who's making your life a misery. Capturing them in all their terrible detail.

Thinking of you.

[Deejay14]

Are you at the poi t where you could consider changing your email address. No one needs that abuse.

Originally Posted by Deejay14

Are you at the poi t where you could consider changing your email address. No one needs that abuse.

I've changed it twice all ready

though she still tracks me down

she'll stop at nothing to make my life a living hell... fact

Originally Posted by Purple,Violet,Blue

If it were me, I'd find a quiet corner in a park, get out my notebook and write it into a story. It's one of the reasons I started writing, for sure; to get it out of my system, and act out how I would have liked to have acted etc (in my case, standing up to my father, which I never mansged in real.life).

It can also be coldly satisfying to write a cruel pen portrait of the person who's making your life a misery. Capturing them in all their terrible detail.

Thinking of you.

turning it in to a story is not such a bad idea,

A- I am struggling to come up with ideas for the stories I am currently writing, so working on this might be good

B- like you say, nice release

thank you for the suggestion