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Default Jul 06, 2021 at 02:41 AM
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I do not want to live like this but I can not kill myself either I do not know what to do.
I can barely take care of myself. I am scared to go out, to hurt others or myself.
I can not lie. I can never fake anything.
Others are there and control my actions.
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Default Jul 06, 2021 at 04:51 AM
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Having problems.

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Default Jul 06, 2021 at 09:31 AM
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I feel like ****

yesterday, my fibro pain was so bad I felt restricted in movement (like really restricted) for 40/50 minutes, I could do nothing with it, just sit where I was

forced myself to eat something, which just made me nauseious, and then, like the other 364 days of the year, I had no sleep and intense flashbacks

today I have done nothing but eat junkfood, listen to music, and have backpain. it is hardly the life of luxury
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Default Jul 07, 2021 at 04:35 AM
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I am so sick of inadequate food.

you know it's bad when you have dinner, and you feel hungrier after it than before

blah need to eat something that's actually tasty

and here we go again.... doing nothing with my day. woohoo
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Default Jul 07, 2021 at 09:40 PM
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gotta ''love'' mean people

and mean words

NOT

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Default Jul 07, 2021 at 09:56 PM
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Lots of dissociation.

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Default Jul 07, 2021 at 09:57 PM
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Mean people SUCK

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Default Jul 08, 2021 at 10:33 AM
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Mean people SUCK


they do, and I'm currently trying to block someone on gmail for that exact reason
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Default Jul 08, 2021 at 11:02 AM
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they do, and I'm currently trying to block someone on gmail for that exact reason
I hope you are able to block them quickly. Idiots are such a bore, some of these bullies are.....

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Default Jul 08, 2021 at 01:35 PM
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I keep smelling a clean out the shower smell like someone's used scents and oils

it's not coming from me (I've not showered today), and their is no one else here

weird..
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Default Jul 08, 2021 at 06:43 PM
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This SUCKS

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Default Jul 09, 2021 at 07:01 AM
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I have been having a bad stomach ache

once again, the issue is food. this time not because it didn't agree with me, this time because it isn't enough. I have been struggling with food all week really, need to do better.

had my shower today which hurt a lot
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Default Jul 09, 2021 at 10:31 AM
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I am not me so much of the time.

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Default Jul 10, 2021 at 03:57 AM
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pretty sure (well 90 percent sure) that we have a new alter called liv (or olivia)

mcdonalds was good yesterday. much needed as well. feeling a lot fuller now
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Default Jul 10, 2021 at 12:50 PM
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I feel very dissiated like I'm not here. Lot of parts speaking lately.
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Default Jul 10, 2021 at 06:08 PM
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This afternoon... not sure about it

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Default Jul 10, 2021 at 07:36 PM
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Feeling strange and confused. Our system bought 17 bottles of 80 to 100 proof liquor. Some are empty. But I can’t stand liquor! I want to tell my therapist but I’m afraid she’ll make me go to the psych ward again or just end our therapy forever
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I understand this!! God bless you, dear friend!

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Default Jul 11, 2021 at 04:59 AM
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I really don't care about tonight's football final. all these people making predictions and getting excited for it... blah

just end the football for another year all ready. not a sports fan

can you tell yet?
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Default Jul 11, 2021 at 06:26 AM
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I feel very dissiated like I'm not here. Lot of parts speaking lately.
I understand this! I feel this very often!

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