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Default Aug 19, 2021 at 01:39 AM
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BTW little Paul changed our profile picture. Looks like a children bear cartoon. Little Paul is our source of happiness so it's all good.
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Default Aug 19, 2021 at 02:17 AM
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BTW little Paul changed our profile picture. Looks like a children bear cartoon. Little Paul is our source of happiness so it's all good.
I have a care bear movie dvd. All the care bears have names & they are so sweet & adorable.

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Default Aug 19, 2021 at 10:55 AM
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@Breaking Dawn thanks for the info. The care bears sound very positive and perhaps could bring out the little inner child in all of us.
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Default Aug 19, 2021 at 01:23 PM
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Haven't posted in a long time, struggling today and feeling very sad and alone. Just reaching out silently.....................breathing and taking time minute by minute.

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Default Aug 20, 2021 at 11:03 PM
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Little Paul fronted for a few seconds, saw his care bear profile picture, and then got so happy when he saw Poohbah below our user name. I have no idea how that got there or what it means, but it sounds cute. Maybe little Paul put it there?
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Default Aug 22, 2021 at 02:34 AM
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I've been dissociated off & on every day for quite a while. I'm confused sometimes, like things feel unfamiliar to me, as if I'm new.

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Default Aug 22, 2021 at 03:07 PM
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Default Aug 22, 2021 at 03:07 PM
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I have some care bears but someone says I do not 'deserve'' them

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Little Paul fronted for a few seconds, saw his care bear profile picture, and then got so happy when he saw Poohbah below our user name. I have no idea how that got there or what it means, but it sounds cute. Maybe little Paul put it there?
she likes care bears

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Default Aug 22, 2021 at 03:10 PM
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I have a care bear movie dvd. All the care bears have names & they are so sweet & adorable.
I have most of the care bears I think

but no dvd i don't like those

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I've been dissociated off & on every day for quite a while. I'm confused sometimes, like things feel unfamiliar to me, as if I'm new.
I have a friend (not here) who has DID, I am pretty sure she has forgotten who I am. She is still polite and even friendly if I write to her but from her posts... I don't know her

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BTW little Paul changed our profile picture. Looks like a children bear cartoon. Little Paul is our source of happiness so it's all good.
I've been giving Lucy some time even though some haters said she doesn't exist. Papa bear (my husband) is beginning to get it, he has watched her play. Most of the time she is too sad to play.

It's only taken 3 abusive/incompetent therapists to ''help'' me. The services are ''inadequate'' here

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Default Aug 22, 2021 at 05:01 PM
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Our system's in a lot of pain lately which is why lucky me is out. Hello world. And they say we're supposed to hide, according the boss, Hal. Love you Hal. Hello Paul. I'm real. Shhh. Your friendly prosecutor, big Sam. Why am I writing this? Because I'm sick and tired of the host flip flopping back and forth saying we're a figment of his imagination unless we write Paul a message. He takes antipsychotic pills to get rid of us. The writings on the wall, Paul.

I'll surely regret writing this.
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Default Aug 22, 2021 at 05:06 PM
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Love you big Paul.

DID is a real thing. Some people have it and for a good reason.

I'm just tired of hiding and being treated like I'm not real. Sorry if I sound angry. I'm really upset.

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Default Aug 22, 2021 at 05:16 PM
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Can someone please tell us what we can do? About a dozen of us alters wrote messages on paper for Paul months ago. Cayla, Darold and I fronted for his psychologist Marc Borkheim who diagnosed us with DID. Yet he canceled our DID therapy and still denies our existence. How can we help the host?

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Default Aug 22, 2021 at 11:35 PM
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Dissociative disorders take various forms, & they seem like such a puzzle. I don't know what or where I am sometimes. Things seem to be unraveling.

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@Breaking Dawn you're right. If there's one thing I've learned about DID from watching videos is every system is different.
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Default Aug 24, 2021 at 03:59 AM
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Little Paul fronted for a few seconds, saw his care bear profile picture, and then got so happy when he saw Poohbah below our user name. I have no idea how that got there or what it means, but it sounds cute. Maybe little Paul put it there?
@stahrgeyzer, the Poohbah under your user name represents your number of posts listed below the avatar space. It's a title that says the level you're at & it changes when you reach a certain number of posts. I'm sorry, I forgot where this information is located. I recently got changed to Elder.

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P.S. @stahrgeyzer, I just found where the information is: Go to Site Navigation & click on the 3 bars beside it. Then click on FAQ/Help. Then click on What is a "Premier Poohbah"..... There's lots of information there.

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