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#161
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Magnate
Member Since Mar 2017
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#162
I've been a little more productive the last few days too. We had been very triggered over the whole holiday period.
It's helpful to get back into routine and out of the shutdown/collapse/freeze we kept falling into. |
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#163
My grrrrrrr bear is not at all endearing to some It hurts having to muzzle her all the time. She was muzzled (by force) since I was born. People do not like it that she says how she feels and does not agree with the opinions of the majority
I have to muzzle her (and me) with Papa bear (my husband) too.. I was told by someone I am ''weak''..... this was a while ago. I don't know why I ''allow'' idiots like that to get to me. I do not even like this person (not anyone here) I think it gets to me as I was abused by similar Narcissists all through my cubhood. I think people like that see the ''child'' in me and want to hurt her. Bully for them I guess __________________ |
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#165
tired, apathetic, detached and disconnected. and yet here I am...go figure
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2018
Location: literally hell
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#166
Feeling dissociated but I like that. thank you brain
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Magnate
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#167
New fronters in a new world.
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Magnate
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Location: literally hell
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#168
Feeling stressed and confused. Co-conscious with previous host. Not sure why he came back, but I think he'll leave again. Otherwise this body won't survive much longer. I love life so much. He's burnt out. Cayla
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#169
I've been dealing with some problems in various ways. At this moment I am feeling determined to improve. Sometimes it's really hard. But, as far as I know, this lifetime is the only one I get. So I have to do whatever I can to make it as good a life as possible. I hope I don't let myself down.
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Magnate
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#170
Feeling completely different this week. Too much brain activity. ~P.
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#171
My voices won't let me be by myself, at least one of them. I need peace & freedom to experience my spirituality & to tend to things that are important to me. I wish they understood or at least cared to understand.
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#172
I wish people would respect my boundaries. NO is a single sentence.
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healing from trauma
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#173
It's been a very rough week. I have had problems with some friends not being very nice to me and spreading gossip among a group of people in day program . My trust was broken the other day and it hurts allot. I hope the weekend is better. I am glad I see my therapist next week and see her every 2 weeks instead of 3 weeks.
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#174
Dear @Cheryl27, being betrayed by friends is painful & can have long lasting effects. I am really sorry this happened to you. You are a good person & don't deserve to be treated like this! I hope your therapist can help ease the hurt for you. Hugs & love to you!!
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Magnate
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#175
Feeling okay but lately a lot of unknown parts switching co-fronting. ~P.
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#176
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#177
hey @stahrgeyzer
hope you feel better soon. any idea what could be happening?. any recent triggers or issues |
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Magnate
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#179
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Yeah one of the parts knew about a plan I had to hurt myself. She told everyone, even the therapist, bc she cares a lot, so maybe all of it's triggering them. No worries, everything's okay now. Hoping you're doing well!! |
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#180
I am glad that you didn't hurt yourself @stahrgeyzer
things for me... good in some asspects, really struggling in others- I'd say for me my biggist struggles at the moment are my mood and my fibro |
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