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Default Jan 03, 2021 at 07:58 PM
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This is the only place where I feel safe enough to reveal what seems to be unraveling about myself, after all these years. I am old & a child at the same time. I love so much & so many things. I feel so blessed to have the privilege to be here. I am a loner, always protecting myself. But I love you so much! If you only knew how important all of you are.
You are always so kind and so caring, Breaking Dawn.
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Default Jan 03, 2021 at 07:59 PM
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I've been a little more productive the last few days too. We had been very triggered over the whole holiday period.
It's helpful to get back into routine and out of the shutdown/collapse/freeze we kept falling into.
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Default Jan 04, 2021 at 11:28 AM
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My grrrrrrr bear is not at all endearing to some It hurts having to muzzle her all the time. She was muzzled (by force) since I was born. People do not like it that she says how she feels and does not agree with the opinions of the majority

I have to muzzle her (and me) with Papa bear (my husband) too..

I was told by someone I am ''weak''..... this was a while ago. I don't know why I ''allow'' idiots like that to get to me. I do not even like this person (not anyone here) I think it gets to me as I was abused by similar Narcissists all through my cubhood.

I think people like that see the ''child'' in me and want to hurt her. Bully for them I guess

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Default Jan 04, 2021 at 11:33 AM
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This is the only place where I feel safe enough to reveal what seems to be unraveling about myself, after all these years. I am old & a child at the same time. I love so much & so many things. I feel so blessed to have the privilege to be here. I am a loner, always protecting myself. But I love you so much! If you only knew how important all of you are.
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Default Jan 04, 2021 at 12:46 PM
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tired, apathetic, detached and disconnected. and yet here I am...go figure
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Default Jan 08, 2021 at 12:12 PM
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Feeling dissociated but I like that. thank you brain
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Default Jan 09, 2021 at 08:22 PM
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New fronters in a new world.
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Default Jan 11, 2021 at 11:01 AM
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Feeling stressed and confused. Co-conscious with previous host. Not sure why he came back, but I think he'll leave again. Otherwise this body won't survive much longer. I love life so much. He's burnt out. Cayla
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Default Jan 11, 2021 at 02:34 PM
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I've been dealing with some problems in various ways. At this moment I am feeling determined to improve. Sometimes it's really hard. But, as far as I know, this lifetime is the only one I get. So I have to do whatever I can to make it as good a life as possible. I hope I don't let myself down.
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Default Jan 15, 2021 at 05:35 PM
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Feeling completely different this week. Too much brain activity. ~P.
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Default Jan 16, 2021 at 02:06 PM
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My voices won't let me be by myself, at least one of them. I need peace & freedom to experience my spirituality & to tend to things that are important to me. I wish they understood or at least cared to understand.
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Default Jan 17, 2021 at 06:00 PM
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I wish people would respect my boundaries. NO is a single sentence.

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Default Jan 22, 2021 at 03:03 PM
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It's been a very rough week. I have had problems with some friends not being very nice to me and spreading gossip among a group of people in day program . My trust was broken the other day and it hurts allot. I hope the weekend is better. I am glad I see my therapist next week and see her every 2 weeks instead of 3 weeks.
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Dear @Cheryl27, being betrayed by friends is painful & can have long lasting effects. I am really sorry this happened to you. You are a good person & don't deserve to be treated like this! I hope your therapist can help ease the hurt for you. Hugs & love to you!!
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Default Jan 22, 2021 at 06:12 PM
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Feeling okay but lately a lot of unknown parts switching co-fronting. ~P.
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Default Jan 22, 2021 at 06:27 PM
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It's been a very rough week. I have had problems with some friends not being very nice to me and spreading gossip among a group of people in day program . My trust was broken the other day and it hurts allot. I hope the weekend is better. I am glad I see my therapist next week and see her every 2 weeks instead of 3 weeks.
I'm sorry, how mean of these people. Some people are very cruel, and very sneaky They are not friends. I send love and respect

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Default Jan 23, 2021 at 10:33 AM
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hey @stahrgeyzer

hope you feel better soon. any idea what could be happening?. any recent triggers or issues
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Default Jan 23, 2021 at 10:35 AM
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exactly @Fuzzybear

I guess that's why I prefer to be alone. and here I was thinking it was just plain intriversion (well it's probably some of that, too!)
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hope you feel better soon. any idea what could be happening?. any recent triggers or issues
Hi @raging vortex
Yeah one of the parts knew about a plan I had to hurt myself. She told everyone, even the therapist, bc she cares a lot, so maybe all of it's triggering them. No worries, everything's okay now. Hoping you're doing well!!
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Default Jan 23, 2021 at 02:22 PM
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I am glad that you didn't hurt yourself @stahrgeyzer

things for me... good in some asspects, really struggling in others- I'd say for me my biggist struggles at the moment are my mood and my fibro
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