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So… Two of my alters are persecutors sometimes one that is a persecutors and she is also a protecter but they are not hurting me as much as they did when they first appeared they main to would cut me on cans and shaving but it wasn’t big cuts it was small but hurt badly lots of blood on my fingers this was last year this year they rarely hurt me which is good both Rose and Lily are more relaxed this year would too the meds help with them being Relaxed only because of the zyprexa I take Caroline is a new persecutor but the zyprexa is helping her they feel better but still need some help to mange them better they do get a little sassy too sometimes they are best friends Rose and Caroline are and just sometimes friends too me anyway hope I can get some tips thanks
-Zelda Last edited by Princess Zelda; Aug 08, 2021 at 09:43 PM.. |
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Note when I meen two I meen Rose and Lily last year they were formed last year January and this year Rose and Caroline are persecutors Lily is trying not to be one
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People say to be nice to persecutors because they're trauma holders. They say persecutors are misunderstood. They're in pain but they have a desire to protect the system. Sam and I were (sometimes still are) the persecutors but we're do a lot better. I hold trauma going back to 3 years old and Sam holds a lot more trauma during infancy but Hal somehow is the gatekeeper of the library of our early childhood memories. Everyone feels bad for Sam because he lives with so much pain. It helps Sam to co-front with me because we kind of blend together so it relieves Sam since he's in a lot more pain but I can only take it for awhile.
It's not nice when us persecutors hurt the body. We don't mean any harm but sometimes everything becomes overwhelming. If you could be nice to your persecutors it would help out in the long run. I know it must be difficult. It always helps me when everyone in our system is nice to me but there are some who hate me. All I have to say to them is try being the host for a long time. It's not easy. If the system could be nice and understanding to those who hold a lot of trauma it would help everyone. |
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