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Default Dec 07, 2022 at 09:54 PM
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I know I've presently age slid to teen Paul but big Paul wants this also. Is there anyone who wants to be friends who likes to exchange private messages or even meet every so often? Innocent safe normal no touching friendship only. I'm soooo lonely. I presently live in southern California.
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Default Dec 08, 2022 at 02:52 AM
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What about your spiritual friend Em that you email with?

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Default Dec 08, 2022 at 11:51 AM
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I stopped emailing because sometimes it felt like I was a burden type of friend with my trauma and disorders. I think she would be happier without me. That's why I'd like to find friends who are more like me.
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I stopped emailing because sometimes it felt like I was a burden type of friend with my trauma and disorders. I think she would be happier without me. That's why I'd like to find friends who are more like me.
Oh, my goodness! What if it isn't anything like that? Anyway, maybe one/some of us can be friends sometimes? But
I am such a weird person. I hope you find your special friends soon!

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Default Dec 09, 2022 at 01:15 PM
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@Breaking Dawn You don't seem weird to me at all. When I'm alone for some reason I age slide, usually into little Paul who's about 7 yo, sometimes teen Paul. That seems weird to me.
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Default Dec 09, 2022 at 02:07 PM
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But, @stahrgeyzer, many others experience similar lives, as you can see by our special forums here, & the recognized category of DID. I keep reading all kinds of articles on the internet about DDs, & things like Conversion Disorder. And you've learned new things from your FB groups. So what you describe is becoming better understood, more & more, & picking up speed as new therapists & researchers join the others. There is hope for us. My others are harmful & I pray to find a therapist who can help me. Please don't despair, stahrgeyzer.

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@Breaking Dawn I'm interested in learning about parts who are harmful. People don't seem to talk much about that but it's very real for some people. Although I don't want to even say it, I'm afraid I have something inside of me that's very damaged and angry. It's scary to think it might be real. Maybe yours lash out through voices. Mine lashes out by taking control of the body at night during sleep, possibly other times. Sometimes it gets me in trouble.
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It's real. Not just sound; physical things, pain, muscle movements & spasms, etc. Maybe read about Conversion Disorder on the internet, like via MayoClinic articles? Also Somatic Symptom Disorder?

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Default Dec 13, 2022 at 08:15 AM
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When I'm alone for some reason I age slide, usually into little Paul who's about 7 yo, sometimes teen Paul. That seems weird to me.
I have a 7yo also: jaycee. It’s weird to me, too.

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My others are harmful
Yep. *raises hand* I have two that I know of that are harmful. It’s scary.

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I'm interested in learning about parts who are harmful. People don't seem to talk much about that but it's very real for some people. Although I don't want to even say it, I'm afraid I have something inside of me that's very damaged and angry. It's scary to think it might be real. Maybe yours lash out through voices. Mine lashes out by taking control of the body at night during sleep, possibly other times. Sometimes it gets me in trouble.
I can relate to all of this, stahrgeyzer. All of it. If you find anything - anything - that helps with not getting in trouble, let me know, please. I need help here, too.

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If interested, I found this info on conversion disorder from the Mayo Clinic site.

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