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Magnate
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#21
Heeeehge i am laughing so loud. there is a gang banger across the street in his lawn looking at us and we are looking at him through our window heeeeeeeee hehehe i am having so much fun. we gonna go stare at him some more. PEEKABOOOOOOOOOO I SEE YOU
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Magnate
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#22
and we are on the 2nd floor and he is on the front lawn so we are safe. he is a funny thing and i just love peeking at him through the window. and he claps his hands very loud at us heeeeeheeeeee i just love typing t hat
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Magnate
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#23
Lol that is hilarious. I'm a teen girl, barely, who part of the inner world who so happened to pop up here in the front. Someone is asking me to come here to let people know we're okay. No gang bangers breaking in the house lol. So, it's always nice to see the young ones fronting. The adults get so angry and sad. Well I don't know what else to say lol. Bye seeya later
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Magnate
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#24
Everything's okay so far. I think I'm just part of the host, Paul, but I'm so confused. There's some serious missing time. We're trying to switch over to sleeping during the day so that might be causing issues because it looks like inner world people took over for us, the host parts, for awhile.
Anyway I don't feel like Paul, maybe a fragment of him. I'm just confused what's going on and have a bad headache. |
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Magnate
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#25
I'm feeling so mixed! Feeling a bit happy and also panic is so strange. I'll finish post later when feeling able.
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Magnate
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#26
Why am I always so drawn to MSF? How do you even describe that feeling. It's like home, or maybe it's like something you're in love with.
Anyhow, ... I just wish there was some way to be stable. But sure enough, every time it comes, I suddenly change into that person who so suicidal and who's screaming inside to run away from everything. Or recently that person of suddenly dives into a freddy krueger movie and life is too painful to live another second longer. Maybe that would be a good question to start asking a lot of possible therapists, and the one who gives the answer of hope will be the one. |
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Magnate
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#27
and sadly enough there's actually one and only one other thing that gives me an even stronger feeling, perhaps due to a completely different reason, and that's anything related to MK-Ultra. Ugg I just can't stand it I want to live searching for my possible MK-Ultra hidden memories and I have no clue why. Why??
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Magnate
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#28
I keep wondering if I'll ever be the same before the last big sui*dal day when I was put in the void for what seems months. Didn't I use to post in the coffee house updates all the time, like the "what are you doing right now?" And now it's hilarious to even think of going there. It's like a steel wall of fear. And looking back even further yet long ago I used to post a little bit in other peoples thread and create a lot of threads. What happened to that person? My DID is becoming less hidden, but what does that mean? Okay so I just had the idea to ask, chatGPT.
Me: For a person who was diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder, what is known as the disorder of hiddenness, but for the most part the disorder is hidden, but then after a long time the disorder starts to become less hidden and more trauma is surfacing and life is becoming more difficult. What does it mean that the dissociative identity disorder is starting to become less hidden? Is this a good sign? Does it mean the alters are starting to integrate? ChatGPT: When dissociative identity disorder (DID) becomes less hidden, it typically means that the symptoms of the disorder are becoming more apparent and noticeable to the individual experiencing them and possibly to others as well. This can manifest in various ways, such as: * Increased Awareness: The individual may become more aware of their dissociative experiences, including switches between different identities or gaps in memory. * Flashbacks and Trauma: As you mentioned, trauma may start to resurface more prominently. This can include flashbacks, nightmares, or overwhelming emotions related to past traumatic events that were previously suppressed or dissociated from. * Interference in Daily Life: The symptoms of DID may start to interfere more significantly with the individual's daily functioning, relationships, and overall well-being. This could lead to difficulties in work, school, or social interactions. * Alters Becoming More Active: The different identities or "alters" associated with DID may start to assert themselves more frequently or prominently, leading to increased switches between identities or co-consciousness. While the emergence of symptoms may initially seem like a negative development, it can also be viewed as a potential opportunity for healing and progress in treatment. Acknowledging and confronting the symptoms of DID is often a crucial step in the therapeutic process. It can allow the individual to explore and process the underlying trauma that contributed to the development of the disorder. However, it's essential to approach this process with support from mental health professionals who specialize in dissociative disorders. Increased symptom expression can be overwhelming and distressing, and having a therapeutic alliance can provide guidance, validation, and coping strategies. As for integration of alters, it's not necessarily implied by the symptoms becoming less hidden. Integration is a complex and gradual process that involves the merging or harmonizing of different identities into a cohesive sense of self. While increased awareness and acknowledgment of symptoms may be a step toward integration for some individuals, it's not guaranteed, and integration may not be the primary goal of treatment for everyone with DID. The focus is often on improving overall functioning and reducing distress associated with the disorder. And google Gemini: Dissociative identity disorder (DID) becoming less hidden can be a complex process, but it can be a sign of progress. Here's a breakdown: Less Hidden DID:
It can be! Increased awareness and reduced dissociation are often seen as positive signs in DID treatment. They indicate a willingness to face the trauma and work towards integration. However, surfacing trauma can be very difficult. Does it Mean Integration? Not necessarily. Integration is a long-term goal where alters learn to work together and share memories. Increased awareness doesn't mean full integration yet, but it can be a step on that path. Here's what it might mean for you:
Response from Claude 3: In the case of dissociative identity disorder (DID), the phenomenon you describe where the disorder becomes less hidden and more trauma starts to surface over time can be a complex and nuanced process. Here's a brief overview of what this might mean:
The ultimate goal in DID treatment is not necessarily the complete elimination of all dissociative identities but rather the development of a cohesive, functional, and integrated sense of self. This process can be challenging and may require patience, support, and the guidance of a qualified mental health professional who specializes in dissociative disorders. |
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