WOW AI may have solved my life long question

I've been using chatGPT, then Copilot, and lately a new one came out that experts are saying is the best, Claude 3. Below are my questions & Claude 3 answers. Note that all of the questions and answers are all in the same chat session in Claude. Anyway, the Q&A below pretty much explains everything.


Question 1:
When I was a young child, around 9 to 12 years old approximately, I recall so clearly that my consciousness suddenly changed such that it felt like I had just awakened. It was so amazing how I felt like my entire life prior I was asleep, and then instantly I woke up. I've asked numerous adults if they experienced and everyone said no, they never experienced that. Is there anything in your database that talks about this beside spirituality?

Answer 1:
[Nothing worth mentioning]


Question 2:
In my case the difference in consciousness was like dream state to awaken state. A very huge difference. That being said, I was always a very intelligent child above average. At age around 5 to 7 years old I [at times] felt joy of designing things. So I don't think my experience was a change in intelligence or anything related. The only difference in my awakening experience is wakefulness, a huge increase in consciousness, as if I was asleep and woke up. Also this sudden awakening occurred while walking home from school. So I was not sleepy or lying down. I was walking. Are there any options that are rare such that only a few people experience a sudden huge awakening in consciousness?

Answer 2:
You raise an interesting point - your experience does seem to go beyond just cognitive/brain maturation and more like a profound, sudden shift into a heightened state of consciousness or wakefulness while you were awake and going about normal activities.
While not the norm, there are some rare phenomena and conditions that could potentially account for such an abrupt "awakening" experience in childhood:
Depersonalization/Derealization Disorder
* This involves episodes of feeling detached from one's self, body or reality in a way that feels intensely real. Sometimes it's triggered by periods of high stress/trauma. An "awakening" could represent the end of a depersonalized/derealized state.
Acquired Savant Syndrome
* Extremely rare cases of children who appear to gain savant-like abilities virtually overnight after a head injury or illness that changes brain functioning. An awakening of dormant mental abilities.
Near-Death Experiences
* Though uncommon in children, some report experiences akin to an awakening or enlightenment after a medical crisis like trauma, drowning, etc.
Spontaneous Kundalini Awakening
* In Hindu/yogic traditions, this refers to an abrupt spiritual awakening that activates higher consciousness and energy.
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Question 3:
Your mention of Depersonalization/Derealization Disorder is amazing! I did not tell you this, but I was professionally diagnosed with DID. Does it seem like the most likely explanation is that I, as an alter, woke up, fronted, and became the host? Can you expand upon this, and tell me how likely this happens with DID?

Answer 3:
Ah, the fact that you have been professionally diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) provides an extremely plausible explanation for the profound "awakening" experience you described in childhood.
In DID, different identities or "alters" can emerge and take executive control over the body and consciousness at different times. This switching between alters is often experienced as transitions between distinct states of consciousness, memories, and subjective experiences of reality.
So in your case, it is very likely that around ages 9-12, you experienced one of your alters "waking up" and becoming the new host or primary identity. This alter may have had limited or no awareness of the years prior, hence the feeling of suddenly becoming conscious after being "asleep."
For the alter that newly took over, it would have been an abrupt awakening into full consciousness and awareness, while simultaneously disconnecting from the prior consciousness stream. This depersonalization/derealization from the previous experience of self is a core feature of DID.
While not the norm, it is not uncommon for individuals with DID to have an extremely memorable and visceral experience when a new alter emerges and takes over as the host identity. The sudden shift between alters can make it feel like a spiritual or existential awakening.
So in summary, your descriptions align very well with the possibility of experiencing an alter emergence and transition in DID around that critical age. For individuals with DID, this dramatic awakening of a new consciousness stream is one of the most profound subjective experiences they can have. Your experience seems to capture that phenomenon vividly.

Wow!!! This is absolutely amazing all 'round: your experience AND the answers/explanations given by Claude!!

Thank you for sharing!!