[wanttoheal]

I had visitors a week or two ago (I think). It really messed me up and I'm struggling with getting myself balanced again. I'm coming back around but I've lost more time than usual lately.

Please forgive me if any of my posts seem off track to anyone's threads. Sometimes I read a post and go to answer it and find out I already did and when I read it, it's like reading a different language.

I hope you all are hanging in there and doing okay. Sometimes this thing bites me in the butt and I struggle to regroup. It's those times I'm both thankful to be missing time and frustrated to be missing time. It doesn't feel safe when I can't figure out what's going on or what went on.

We'll make it though. That's why we were made tough.

[pegasus]

I happen to think you are wonderful, all your posts are supportive. No apology needed from you for sure.


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[bipolar_bear]

Your posts have been very supportive and kind.

BB

[Kiya]

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yep yep yep, supportive posts!
hope you're ok out there and getting regrouped.

[blue_roses]

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take care!!!

[RozG]

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[wanttoheal]

Thanks (((((((((((((Pegasus))))))))))))

[wanttoheal]

Thanks (((((((((((((((BB))))))))))))))))

[wanttoheal]

Thanks ((((((((((((Blue_Roses))))))))))

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Thanks (((((((((((((((RozG))))))))))))


Thank you all for responding. I am not very good at asking for support. I'm having some pretty weird and some awful dreams since they left. I'm not allowed to whine but I know I'll be fine soon anyway. It always goes back behind the walls eventually.

Thank you all for being here.

[RozG]

Please I BEG to differ without getting trouble...you are not allowed to whine? You can whine and we understand...it can go back behind wall if you wish but we DO understand!!!

[wanttoheal]

Thank you so much Roz. You are so sweet. The no whining rule comes from inside my head, never from anyone here. My T and I discuss it from time to time about how it's not whining, but my brain won't allow it regardless for the most part. I so appreciate your support Roz. Please don't go behind the wall. I for one would sorely miss you!

[silver_queen]

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Your posts are so helpful around here, no apology necessary

I'm glad you're doing ok

[Fuzzybear]

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For what it's worth I love you very much, you are always so supportve .....Jinny xxxx

[wanttoheal]

(((((((((((((((((silver_queen))))))))))))))) It's so good to see you! I've missed talking to you.

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Thanks so much for all of your support guys. I've been really struggling since "the visit". It often takes me a couple weeks to regroup and the nightmares and lost time have been pretty intense. I'm so thankful for everyone here and the support of my T. Some days are harder than others but good people really help make the days lighter.

Thank you so much everyone for being here and for posting here and sharing your lives with all of us.