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Aug 02, 2008, 02:12 PM
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I am alone in my brain now, yet again, but this time it’s different. This time I have no hope, no friend nor would I what them anymore. I’ve been tortured, deemed, and undone. I will exist only to live out my punishment. I’m bad. My will isn’t within me now or I don’t know where it is, I wish to never find it again anyways for it will only make it more difficult. Alone to breath in the air of hate, alone to feel the powers of hate, Alone to smell the stench of existence, alone to hurt in so many ways, so many times, alone to hear my many flaws, alone to touch something I cannot feel. I will not be the me I tried to find again but only to give into the me that has won this fight, so far. I hear only silence now for we are all morning the loss of the fight within me, time to just be one with the melting pot. I’m an outline of what once was. @ |
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Aug 02, 2008, 02:48 PM
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  ((((((((((( Shadow )))))))))))))
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Aug 02, 2008, 03:31 PM
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find the life rope!!! this too will pass...... it doesn't feel like it right now (oh do i know) but it will pass. hold on to that notion.
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Aug 02, 2008, 03:45 PM
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((((((((((((((((((( Shadow ))))))))))))))))))))
May this time pass quickly for you. May you find some positive things to help fill you up as you work through your difficulties. Wishing you well Shadow.  sabby |
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Aug 02, 2008, 04:17 PM
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You have not lost what is within you. They are still there Please try and let them help heal you. I am sorry that it may be so hard to recognize this right now.
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Aug 02, 2008, 05:15 PM
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Aug 02, 2008, 08:36 PM
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It's great that you can reach out to us here. We want to support you. You aren't alone. Hang in there. Things can get better.
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Aug 02, 2008, 08:38 PM
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Hugs and prayers from Angel
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Aug 03, 2008, 01:13 AM
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Arg, i was out of it.
Thank you all!!!!! But what do i do, part of me thinks my husband hates me, so that part keeps pushing him away , then he looks like he hates me? I know right now he doesn't but soon again i fear ...i will feel hate again even know i tell 'me' no. |
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