ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can not remember yesterday AT ALL. AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was just typing an e-mail to a friend about my weekend and yesterday is gone. I do recall feeling really overwhelmed at some point - not sure if that was Friday night (which I also can't remember now that I think about it) or yesterday. I looked at my calendar - my son had a baseball game, so I must have done that. And I just asked H if he can remember what I did yesterday, and he was no help.

Weekends are the hardest for me, it seems. I've lost my weekends for years and years. Not every weekend, but a lot.

I feel frustrated right now. I REALLY want to know what I did yesterday.

Wait! Right after I typed that, I remember one thing I did yesterday. Yesterday afternoon I went to a friends and her H put brakes on my car. That makes me feel better. At least part of the day is there.

I hate... when I lose whole days..... sometimes.. I can piece together what I have done from the contents of my purse....it is a gold mine of information.. and then I search the car for clues....

[Kiya]

(((((((Earthmama)))))))) glad you found a piece of info - how are you feeling now?

[multipixie9]

(((((((((((((((((DEAR EARTHMAMA)))))))))))))))))

I AM SO SORRY YOU LOST TIME. I HATE THAT FEELING SO MUCH. I'M SORRY SPOUSE WAS NO HELP TO FIGGER IT OUT. I HATE THAT EVEN WORSE! GGGRRRRR

ARE WEEKENDS MORE DIFFICULT FOR YOU MAMA?? THEY ARE FOR ME MANY TIMES DUE TO SPOUSE BEING AROUND MORE.

YOU ARE SO KIND AND GENTLE TO ME AND I REALLY WISH SOMETHING NICE WOULD HAPPEN AND REASSURE YOU ABOUT LIFE AND TIME. HANG IN THERE SWEETIE!

YOU ARE ONE OF THE "GOOD GUYS"

LESLIE/PIXIES/ANXIOUS

[wanttoheal]

(((((((((((((((((earthmama)))))))))))))
That can be frustrating and scary for sure to have that awareness. Be gentle with yourself.