[wanttoheal]

Too much stuff in my head, in my life, in my world. Too much. Feels like not going to make it.

[nothemama8]

talk to us sweetie

[SweetCrusader]

wanttoheal, what's going on? Please feel free to let us know, so we can talk you through it. Hang in there, my friend.

(((((safe hugs)))))) if wanted
Angela

[silver_queen]

wantto, you will make it. t is tough, but you can do it, honest. and besides you made primise \to t.

[wanttoheal]

Thank you both. Tried to call T but no answer. Now afraid to call back. Can't talk about stuff. Just too much stuff. Afraid to post even though want to. But, thank you.

[wanttoheal]

thank you silver. Is what is keeping me alive, commitment to t. wish one of us would be done with us though. Didnt all make a commitment I dont think.

[kimmydawn]

((((((((((((((((( wantto )))))))))))))))))

i know you're going through so much. i think you're one of the smartest, bravest, strongest people i know. having said that, i want to say something else too.

i know some of you are suicidal, but there are many more that want to live. you must fight for them and for your children. you've fought so hard for so long now. things will get better. sometimes it feels as though they're worse for a while until they get better. i know there's so much going on in every aspect of your life. your t wants to help you so much. would you allow her the gift of being there for you when you need her the most? she would feel good about that...if you would reach out...she's waiting for you to do that, in fact.

i've met the parts of you that want to live wantto. can you rest for a while and let them handle things this weekend? you don't have to work or anything. can you let go of some control and allow them to handle things right now, while you rest? can you give them that ok?

wantto, you know that i love you much. you've become a part of my life as family...every day, there's my wantto you matter...all of you matters. you're just so tired and see no end in sight. let go and let the ones who aren't tired take your burden right now. they've done it before and they can do it again. that's why they're there

protector, if you read this, pm me please...we need to talk.

love,

kd

[Leslie]

((((((((((((((((wantto)))))))))))))))

I care about you

Leslie

[Fuzzybear]

I care about you too ((((((((((((((wantto))))))))))))))

[h0kie]

I'm thinking of you and hoping you are safe.

[RhysMadison]

You're definitely not alone in this feeling though it feels like it when you're going thru it. Talking more on it may help get it out. I hope things go better for you soon.
Love,
RhysMadison

[wanttoheal]

((((((((((((((((((((((((((kimmy))))))))))))))))))
Thank you for your kind words. You've become family to me as well. Take care. Thank you.

[wanttoheal]

Thank you ((((((((((((Leslie)))))))))))))) I appreciate you

[wanttoheal]

Thank you (((((((((((((((Fuzzy)))))))))))) I appreciate you as well

[wanttoheal]

Thank you 1Day

[wanttoheal]

Thank you RhysMadison.

Having not much of a support system in real life, I am amazed at the support here. I appreciate it very much.

Thank you all.

[kimmydawn]

((((((((((((((((((((((((( wantto ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

you're brave. you're kind. your son needed you last nite and you were there for him. you're special. you're my friend.

love,
kd

[wanttoheal]

Thank you ((((((((((((((((((((((kimmy))))))))))))))))))))))) I'm confused but thankful.

[kimmydawn]

confused about?

[wanttoheal]

confused about even what happened last night or how I helped son