[veritassmurf03]

Well, finally I have found somewhere that I am not an outcast. I belong, all of us. I have 2 other alters that are alittle time comsuming to say the least. Um there is Katrina some where along the way when she is in control is very lady like and all about her appearance, calmness, and with a southern accent(and that is weird or at least to me it is), she is very much a southern bell and lady like. She is in and out at different times. She handles all of my major-major social activity, she loves the theater.
Then there is Sabrina, she is the total opposite of Katrina. She could care less about her appearance, you either like her or not,she does not care. When I get to the point where I am so stressed out she comes out. I have lost 6 months of my life to her and can't rember none of it. She is very very outspoken, short fused temper, rednecked, has no patience, and is uncontrolable. Sabrina makes it hard on me when I find out she has done something and then I have to try and fix something she has done.
They both will argue at me. I had no idea what was happening to me and I started keeping a journal(wow was that an eye opener)the things that would go on during the days were unreal. I could be at home watching a movie and the next thing I would be in a store shopping 2 days later. Sometimes it is nice but most of the time it is very confusing. Some of our friends have nicknamed her Pistol. That I thought was funny, she doesn't mind shooting off at the mouth.
Me (Marsha) I am the main one I guess you caould say. I deal with most everyday events and hold things in and take it in stride unless it is a really bad day.I try so hard to stay in control, but there are times when it is impossible and then I don't know I have been gone till I am back. I hope someone out there understands this. Well, I guess that is it for now maybe since i wrote down this site and going to put in in the journal everyone may here from Sabrina or Katrina at some point they keep very close tabs onme and what I do.

Welcome to ALL of you.
A good number of us understand where you are coming from.
Check around and look at what else PC has to offer.
For the Constellation (our system name) this is "home base" with lots of
support and give and take.
It's good to meet you.

[multipixie9]

hi, i read some of your other posts first. i would have understood better if i'd read this one first.

totally get all the switches and stuff. although we did not have the wake up in a different place stuff. that would be unsettling.

glad to get to know anyone of you all. you'll meet all of us eventually, though i'll be damned if anyone is gonna call me a pixie!!!!!!!!

leah

[DianasClan]

I totally understand what you mean about all the switching and not knowing it untill your back. I am the same way but I dont know much about my Clan members. That is what they call our system. a Clan. I "wake up" in all sorts of places and at any givine time. I am used to it as it has been happening for as long as I can remember. I have gotten very good at just picking up and going from nowhere. I often will say what was I doing or thinking when I am at work. We joke about my terrible memory. But lucky for me work is a set group of tasks that it is easy to just pick up and go. I dont do paper work and I dont do sales or deal with money. I used to and it was much harder to pick up and go. It would cause a ton of problems and stress. I like this job much more. I have most of my childhood that is mostly swiss cheese and much of my life is the same. It only bugs me when I try to actually remember something or event. But I find that if I dont think about it then it does not bother me. I am glad to meet you all and look forward to getting to know you.

Diana

[Jewels]

hi...im abbi of jewels...an yah we have the same things happen ta us...yahna swears that she went to bed only ta find herself on the floor or the couch or wherever whoever was out went in...mostly the littles come out at night an draw, color, paint...at least they havent started paintin the walls yet...that would not b good...but they do so try ta have fun an the only way they can is ta come out at night cuz yahna keeps pretty tight reins lest too many people see what is difficult an time consumin an kinda embarrassin at times ta her...she wants ta know but doesnt at the same time...just cuz it hurts her ta know that we took her pain an abuse for her so she could survive...she really doesnt get it yet...so we are gentle an dont press her much right now...she has enough on her plate dealin with real life in the here an now...if ya know what i mean...i hope that u will find it pleasant here, an safe an helpful...u can always find someone who will give u hugs if u need em, an help if u need that...an always find ppl who r just like u in these DD halls of pc...welcome!

abbi of jewels

[turquoisesea]

Heya, I just wanted to say it's nice to meet you

[veritassmurf03]

Thank you to everyone From all of us!