I know some of you don't read much outside this forum, but there's a lot going on in my life at the moment. Actually it started about three and a half months ago. I don't want to write about it here because it might upset some of you and your littles, so if you want to know, here are some links that might help explain some of my abscence. I'm still reading.

Might trigger.

http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=87015

http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=95711

http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=96450

http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=98533

(((((((orange blossom)))))))
the constellation loves you
glad you are still here. keeping you in our thoughts and prayers (are prayers ok?)

[Miracle1986]

(((((orange blossom)))))

[wanttoheal]

((((((((((((Orange)))))))))))))))

[silentandscared]

so so glad you stil ere and that you stil reading so you must know that we all loves ya and misses you much too and that we all understand and just would love be able to take all the hurt and pain and make it be gone for you
you are very very special to lots of us here and WE ALL MISS YOU
but we understand so take care of you , come read, and write if and when you can...............YOU ARE NOT ALONE HUN

mandy and all xxxxxx

[pegasus]

(((((( Orange Blossom )))))))

[turquoisesea]

so many hugs orangeblossom... I'm so sorry. Thank you for posting this here too so I can send hugs, I don't read that section normally.

loads of hugs

[Fuzzybear]

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[Elysium]

(((((Orange Blossom)))))

We know you're still here...because even when you need a break away we keep you with us in spirit and in our hearts!!

We know you have been through so much hurt and loss over the last 4 months and we hope that you know we will always be here for you when you need us!!

Well wishes, warm hugs, and prayers coming your way!!

Hugs for all my buds.

[Zorah]

((((((((((O_B))))))))))

Good to know you are still here

[FireBird]

I am so sorry for your losses. It brought me to tears. I can't possibly imagine what you are going through. ((Orange)))

Thanks Firebird. I'm looking for distractions so I don't have to look at the reality of it all.

[allthegirls6]

Im glad you are still here. I dont think we realise just how difficult a time you have had yet you are still able to offer support.

[Monty_girl]

Glad you didn't leave us. I'm not able to go past these safe wall just yet. But hope that everything gets better soon.

Thanks everyone. And thank you ATG's for saying that. I do try to support others even in the worst of times and I appreciate you noticing that.


COULD TRIGGER

Four deaths since January and this last one was done by her own hand. The children are heartbroken. It brings back memories of my niece and nephew when my brother died. Today is that anniversary.

(((((((Orange Blossom))))))
Sitting with you. Just being here.

Originally Posted by white_iris

keeping you in our thoughts and prayers (are prayers ok?)

Thank you w_i, for your offer of kindness. If praying gives you comfort and makes you feel better, by all means pray. But don't put too much effort into it for me, sweetie. It's quite obvious prayers don't work for my family. Never have. Never will.

But I very much appreciate that you care enough to offer them to me.

[wanttoheal]

(((((((((((((((Orange))))))))))))) You truly are wonderful at giving us all support. I hope we can be of some to you as well. Gentle hugs and gummi worms.

[dinosaurs]

ohhhh it sounds so hurting and sad. it is so hard when things are happening over and over and all around us. remember to treat self kindly. and be especially patient and gentle with self . sunshine will find its way back to you. take good care of you.

[Fuzzybear]

[bipolar_bear]

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BB

[Jewels]

Orange Blossom

sendin kind an comfortin thoughts ur way...

abbi of jewels